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I feel like telling somebody... - January 21st 2010, 12:54 AM

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I doubt anybody would care, but I'm posting this anyways. I've been kind of hesitant on posting this, because I don't want to sound so stupid. Anyways...so I was really upset for the past few months, and I can't control my impulses. So tonight I gathered a large amount of random pills, and grabbed one of my dad's guns (he's on business for a few days). Well I was just talking to somebody on here, and they told me to think about it. I have what I need, but like...I don't know. I started crying really hard, and then I shot a tree (I was sitting under a tree) in attempt to get rid of the ammunition. I guess I had a moment of sense knocked into me. Well I kind of regret it. I managed to flush some pills but there's a lot left, and there's still a shot left. I can't handle anything anymore, I just mess up everything, and everybody I love is dead. I don't have anything left. But at the same time, I want help and I want to tell somebody, but I can't and I don't know how. I know this is sort of long-ish. But if you've managed to put up with it so far, thanks...


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Re: I feel like telling somebody... - January 21st 2010, 01:25 AM

Well seeing as you had a moment of sense knocked into you, you know that something is worth living for. Maybe you just need to take a moment and think about all the positives in your life. I mean, I'm sure your dad cares about you. And I'm also quite sure you have friends who care as well.
   
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Re: I feel like telling somebody... - January 21st 2010, 02:17 AM

Ah, thanks. I just...I know someone does, but I just don't know anymore.


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Re: I feel like telling somebody... - January 21st 2010, 03:35 AM

Sometimes it's hard to feel loved/cared for, when people seem to not notice your pain. I know this. But some people do care, no matter what it may seem at times. You're not alone.
   
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Re: I feel like telling somebody... - January 23rd 2010, 02:34 AM

Hey there. Glad to know/read you made the right choice. So after this, talk to someone. A counselor or someone you trust. Your family or someone else. Practice talking to them so that it becomes easier. It is important to talk to someone.
   
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Re: I feel like telling somebody... - January 23rd 2010, 03:34 AM

im glad to hear you made the right choice last night. you need to remember that you are never alone. never. as much as it may fee like it, you really arent. i hope you can find someone you trust to tell so you can start to get some help :) the only way to go from where you are now is up, and you will start feeling better if you can talk to someone and get some help. ive been in a similar situation to you and trust me when i say it does get better. i hit rock bottom, and i got through it :) people do love you and will be there for you. try and find a councellor or someone to talk to! it will help :)

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