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Unhappy Walking The Line - January 25th 2010, 07:42 AM

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I'm walking the line between life and death.

I wrote a poem [you can read it on my blog] about suicide. It talks about death as if dying is a motherly figure, cradling me, rocking me to sleep.

I feel trapped. I promised my gf i wouldn't kill myself tonight, but now i'm not so sure i can stay true to my word.

therapy hasn't been working for me. meds haven't been working for me. i've been in therapy and on meds for almost 3 years. i've been suicidal almost constantly the past three months. hospitals don't help me. i've been there. it makes things for me worse.

I don't want to hurt anyone, but people always tell me to put myself first. suicide would be me putting myself first. right now life hurts so bad.



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when worst-case scenario comes true,
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Re: Walking The Line - January 25th 2010, 07:54 AM

Dont let it pull you into the darkness. You have a girlfriend that surly does love you. How do you know you will be releaved of the pain if you go? Life surly is better then death. Atleast in life you know whats coming death is a gamble. Dont risk it. You can pm me anytime if you want to talk!



Things do get better in time.
I used to believe that things would never get better.
But after many long years things are looking up!
So don't ever give up!
Stay strong and move on!
Things WILL get better!

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Re: Walking The Line - January 25th 2010, 07:00 PM

Im there in your boat right now. I feel like Ive been down this road enought to know that meds therapy or hospitals arent working for me what more do I have to live for, but one thing that you have right now that I dont have someone who cares.
   
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