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I'm sorry... - January 31st 2010, 07:23 AM

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I'm so stupid, because all I do is mess up everybody else's life. I never do anything good. I make myself look stupid constantly, and I make other people feel like crap. I deserve what I get, honestly. I can't even stand looking in a mirror and I won't be able to work the courage to tell people what happened today. Even random people tell me too. I'm sick of everything. I have this horrible feeling that won't go away. And things will never get better. I know they won't.

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Re: I'm sorry... - January 31st 2010, 05:22 PM

When I look into the mirror, I see a demon. It's red eyes glaring into your soul.
Thats what I am then so be it, but I chose to take that demon by the horns.

You've got to look at life the way it really is from a neutral perspective, nothing is good or bad. You need to be in a quiet area with no influence to truly determine if what you want is to live or die.

You want to die usually because of influences by other things in life, such as tragedy or hatred. Things you can change, are things like your opinion on life.

I'm not going to tell you not to suicide, but I am going to tell you that you need to make decisions in a neutral perspective and not one influenced by everything around you.
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Re: I'm sorry... - January 31st 2010, 09:50 PM

you do not mess up everyone's life..

trust me, everyone has went through embarassing, and hard moments in life that make other people feel a little uncomfortable. But it has happened to EVERY one. alright? don't take it too hard on yourself.. because i know it wasnt your intention to commit those mistakes. alright?

remember that stuff will always get better. Right now, it just seems like it won't . but trust me, it will .

always remember that no matter what happens , there will always be people ready to back and pick you up and make everything better again .

Those who have went through more pain than everyone else, and want to protect anyone and everyone they know and care for from that pain, are stronger than everyone.

we come, we help, we stick and never leave. pm me anytimeee!

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Re: I'm sorry... - February 1st 2010, 06:46 AM

It always seems, once or more than once, we come to conclude, that things are over, and that things will not get better. They Do.

We make mistakes, big mistakes. Myself, I've made some pretty bad mistakes, that I have only just begun to forgive myself for. However, I doubt you mess up everyone's lives.

You need to look for a change, a way to change yourself then, for the better. When things get messy, when It's not going right, we try to fix it. Though sometimes, you will find, that you can not fix it. That's when we wait it out, or we seek help. This life is certainly worth living, however it has hardships. Regardless of how anyone feels, during times of hardships, we are all in this together. Endure this, and if you need help, need to confess, there is an entire community here, that I have just found lol, that is here to help. Anytime you need help, need to say something, need someone who cares, i can assure you, that I am here. And from the looks of it, many others. Be aware though, of others in your life, you may care about, or who may care about you.

Never forget them, or decide anything without considering them. Never let down the ones who love you. Leaving this world, would be the biggest let down, and heart breaking thing to them ever. Remember those who love you.
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