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Hell. - February 4th 2010, 12:48 AM

Every day I'm alone in my own personal hell. This house isn't my home, it's hell. It's just keeping me off the streets. But I'd rather be on the streets than be here. My parents and I don't get along, and we never will, because I will never forgive them for what they've done. Never.

I just can't take it anymore. I don't know what I did to deserve this shit. I'm not going to go kill myself, because that's just fucking selfish. I just don't want to be here. I want to move away where no one else lives so I can be by myself and leave this life behind.
   
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Re: Hell. - February 4th 2010, 02:27 AM

Hey Myss,
I'm so sorry that home is such a, well, hell for you. No one deserves to be in a home that isn't comfortable and they don't feel like they can be themselves.
I'm glad to hear that you are not thinking about suicide. I myself have thought about just going to some random place and starting over with a new life and a new story and leaving this one behind. I know how tempting it sounds. It says that you are 18, is there something that is keeping you where you are? Can you go somewhere to start over? Is there any where else you could stay, and relatives?
Again, I'm sorry home isn't a home for you.
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Re: Hell. - February 4th 2010, 02:43 AM

I don't have my own car yet. That's why I'm stuck here.
But I think I've found one I'm going to buy, so I'm going to go to the bank asap to see if I can get a loan approved so I can get out of here.
   
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Re: Hell. - February 6th 2010, 06:38 PM

Hello there. My username is Jacksonian.

Wait. If you don't mind my asking, what is it that is happening that makes your home a living hell ? Is it just because you and your parents aren't getting along ? Is it things they are doing or refusing you to do ? What exactly is it that is happening ?
   
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Re: Hell. - February 7th 2010, 01:01 AM

hey,
I'm sorry that your home isn't a place where you can feel safe and wanted, because that's what a home should be. i think its great that you might be able to leave, just make sure you are going somewhere, not just anywhere.
hang in there, no matter what happens, you can get through it. we all believe in you!
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