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Unhappy no hope left - February 11th 2010, 05:34 PM

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Hi, i'm really new here and hoping to maybe find some help. For years i've suffered from really bad depression to the point i cut myself, break my bones, stop eating and some other stuff. I finally started getting better and making friends i stopped cutting, got a job, and just was able to be happy. Well for the past few months i've been really depressed again due to losing almost all my friends, i recently lost one to suicide. Im so depressed and unhappy that i can't sleep, i can barely eat anymore, getting out of bed is a struggle for me. All i can think about it killing myself and just finally being free from all this. I just want the pain to stop and i just think maybe killing myself would be the way to go. I've started struggling with my cutting and breaking my bones again and it's getting harder and harder to hide everything from my parents i just don't know what to do anymore i feel like i'm falling apart and theres no hope for me anymore
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Re: no hope left - February 12th 2010, 12:00 AM

Hey there Judy,
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There is ALWAYS hope. Even when it feels like there isn't, there is. You have gotten through this tough time once so you can definately do it again. Suicide is a permanent solution to just a temporary problem. You have overcome depression once and you can do it again. I know it may seem impossible, but have you told anyone in your life about what you are going through? A friend, family member, teacher, or guidence counselor? When you start to feel this way and you get others to support you throughout it, it's not as tough. You are never alone and people always care about you. I know you may want to hide everything from your parents, but even just simply telling them you have started feeling really depressed can be a huge help. Once you find people to talk to, it's easier to let things out and feel better. There is hope Judy, just hang in there, it'll get better.

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Re: no hope left - February 13th 2010, 10:51 PM

i told my youth pastors wife but she just chewed me out and told me i'm being stupid so it made it 100 times worse i ended up getting so upset i broke my arm and almost my leg
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Re: no hope left - February 14th 2010, 03:54 PM

I'm so sorry she wasn't supportive. But that doesn't mean you should stop trying. Keep reaching out. Ask a friend, family member, teacher, someone. Don't give up just because one person brushed you off. There's so many people out there willing to help you just have to find the right person. Breaking bones is just going to make you feel worse overall. You don't deserve it at all and it's not worth it. Find something else to do using the Alternatives sticky. If nothing works, make up your own alternatives. Stay strong Judy you will get through this and things will get better.

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Re: no hope left - February 14th 2010, 05:09 PM

Im having problems finding someone. I am still looking though so i haven't stopped. It's just hard finding someone to trust, that's the main thing cause 75% would tell my parents then i'd be in deep trouble. Todays been a little better though. I tried talking to the daughter of my parents friends and it worked out good. She's my age likes the same stuff i do even dresses the way i do but she did what i thought was impossible...got me to laugh. It was really nice, made my day alot better
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Re: no hope left - February 14th 2010, 08:41 PM

That's awesome! Don't give up looking. Maybe you could let your parents know you have been sufferring with depression. I think they would be more likely to help you if they knew you were having a hard time. You don't have to tell them about SH if you think that will get you in trouble.That's great though that your friend is willing to be there for you. It's all going to be okay.


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