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Just let go - February 15th 2010, 02:36 PM

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I want to let go. I dont want to live for anything. I dont think I have anything to live for. My mother is always at work. I'm stuck inside four walls with nothing to do and it seems like no one cares and I have had the thoughts like "who will even care?". No one will... I mean, I have talked about it to friends, that I dont want to live... I wouldn't mind it happening right here, right now.

Like, yesterday, me and my mom were in the car and I was like, what if i die right now in a car crash and at the first day after vacatiom no one would notice I'm not there and then a week go's by, maybe two and suddenly the question come's up "Hey, where is Melody?" And the teacher like lowers her eyes and says "Kids, Mel died a while ago. During vacation"

Then I tried picturing the faces of people. People who hate me, people who seem to be the only ones holding on to me and not letting me go...

I want to ask you guys about your thoughts on this...

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Re: Just let go - February 15th 2010, 07:45 PM

Well you and your mom were in the car together, I assume spending time together. I'm sure your mother would miss you, and even feel extremely guilty for what she'll end up feeling is like her putting work ahead of her daughter.

You also have friends who would miss you, online and offline I'm sure, and they'd miss you if you were gone. I have known that even the lonliest people on here have vanished out of nowhere, after having a rough time, and people have asked about their presence, and been worried sick if they've disappeared.

So I'm pretty sure although you feel alone right now, you're not really alone.
   
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Re: Just let go - February 15th 2010, 07:59 PM

Alright hunny. Death seems perfect doesn't it? But its really not babygirl. Everyone living person deserves to live. And I promise you are important. Every life has a value. Including yours. And it might seem like no one cares, but trust me. More people care then you think. I tried suicide..for the same reason yer thinking about it. And I survived. When I awoke in the hospital, everyone I knew was in my hospital room..that shocked the hell out of..and made me see that people care. Trust me babe, people care and those people will be sad to see you go..hope I was able to shed some light..
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Smile Re: Just let go - February 15th 2010, 08:07 PM

Hey. I think about it to sometimes. My friends mom found out and she told me about when she did it and now i feel a little bit better, now that i sorta talked to some one about it... maybe thats what you need. talk to someone you trust. like a aunt or a guidance counseler or something. maybe it will help
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