Female Advice Preferred: helllllllllllp me befor i die

[brokeninside4]

hi im having a hard time with life nothing ever goes right.....i need advice...so ya im depressed my family is falling apart..i had alot of friends they all left and i feel like everyones going to leave me...in the end im just going to be alone cause thats how it always ends...........one of my friends is always there but when i need them the most they leave i feel like a gap is coming between us and the walls are coleing in on me........i cant take losing more people so why bother anymore.....also a month ago i disided that febuary 23 i was going to kill myself thats in one day from today...so i was depressed all day ...the reason why i picked that day was because thats the day of one of my old friends birthday and i hate him he stabbbed me in the back like everyone else.......all i heard today was how his b day was coming up and all i could think about is how alone i was and time goes by to fast .....just do it!but i cant i just cryed.....then when i went to tell one of my current friends what was going on he was waiting in the hall way but when i came out of my class after telling him to wait........i walked out looked up into the middle of the hall to see him walking and luaghing with 2 other people i yelled his name he kept walking.......i felt so alone and thats when i relized there all going to leave ..no matter how much they say they wont.....there going to leave and i will be alone.......my friends are my family..nothing ever last .no matter how much i yell for my friends to come back...there not going to........im alone and left that way

[Nomophobia]

come into the chat room, I feel very crap too so we can help each other!

[UltraViolet]

hi i can tell that your really distressed right now
ive been through alot of what your have by the looks of it
so i know its not nice, and really it isnt fair
how your being treated by people right now isnt right
this happens all the time anywhere
you just have to dig down deep and try and find a bit of hope
hope that things arent going to stay like this forever, because they most likely wont you know
choosing a date and preparing to kill yourselve like this, hun you dont need to
and you dont want to, your telling us on TH now, becasue you know that you dont have to do this
you know that you have enough fight in you to get past tommrow and beyond
stay strong you can get through this
xxx

[Arisa]

Life is sometimes like that; it sux i noe.
Being alone feels like no-one is there, like no-one will come to take ur hand...
But u gotta stand up all by urself nd b strong nd find ppl dat u can rely on.
Things seem so hard right now but if u get through all these tough times,
den wen u com out of da other side, u will apreciate this life so much more; cos u wud hav earned it.

“When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always be worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad they have to get better.”
Plz, don't take ur own life. I'll b there if u need help.