guys...please

[UltraViolet]

please, just i dont know.
help, i cant.
everything is far to much.
please dont tell me everything is going to b ok.
everythings crap, its all rubbish, and its getting worse.
its not going to b ok.
i honesty dont know whats wrong with me, i feel mad
like im going really mad, i feel ok, but i feel panicy.
and like i just wanna slit my throat
i dont know what to do
i feel so dangerous...i want to hurt, i want to c my blood.
what am i doing, someone please?
i know you cant fix it, but neither can i..

[Whisperer]

Lea,
I understand how hard it can be to feel all these emotions at once. No matter how hard it is though, the key is to believe in yourself. Tell yourself you WILL get through this and you WILL feel better. Because unless you set your mind to feeling better, you may not get there. Yes, I know it seems almost impossible now, but with the right help, you CAN do it! I wish I could just magically make you feel better and go on and live a happy life, but I can't. As soon as I get those powers, I'll be sure to use them on you though. You need to make sure others around you know how you are feeling. They should know you feel hopeless, helpless, and dangerous. Then you'll be able to get the right help and push through. Try using red food coloring instead of cutting. There are so many alternatives you can use but none will work unless you are determined to stop. I know you can do it.
Stay strong,

Alessa