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Die - February 23rd 2010, 08:12 PM

I want to die, I search on methods every day on the internet I can't stop myself it just calms me down. I am so ready to give up. Wake up to school every day, feels depressed since the first minute of the day, and i only wait for the end of the day to come to go on websites for methods and ideas. Grhhhhh...life is so hard I am soo alone, no one is here.
I'm afraid I'm going to lose this battle, there are people who I know that they love me but pain is stronger than their love now


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Re: Die - February 23rd 2010, 08:15 PM

Nothing is stronger than love . What's going on? I know I've felt that way before too. I'd love to talk to you if you want .


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Re: Die - February 24th 2010, 04:15 PM

Hi there,

I'm sorry to here that you are feeling like this, no one deserves too. May I ask, why is it that you are feeling this way? If you don't know, that doesn't matter either.

Try and stay strong for the people who love you, they would be utterly devastated if anything happened to you. You don't want to cause them all that pain.

I believe you can do this! Just keep trying and fighting each day.
Keep talking to us about how you feel,
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Re: Die - February 25th 2010, 07:14 PM

They love me but we barely talk. My dad loves me but he cannot talk to me more than asking what i am doing today, what i studied today and then silence, silence and silence. I am here alone, studying abroad, and my mom who was everything to me died. i'm not close with dad AT ALL, and not close to my brothers to. I had been depressed before mom died but now it gets worse and worse. I am extremely low and suicidal. I just tried to contact a website which is the organisation provided in England. I chat with someone there and when i told her that i am studying abroad. She said 'i'm sorry, we can only talk to people who are in UK, and i have to end this chat'
so i told her that i am now in England, and she ended it anyway. Don't know what to do anymore, i just try to find help and they aren't helping me.

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Re: Die - February 25th 2010, 07:52 PM

I'm sorry that happened Could you try emailing the Samaritans? They are often helpful.

Could you try talking to your dad for a bit longer, try to get closer with him again? And maybe try to make contact with your brothers. Just ask them how things are going. Even if you aren't talking to them much, they would still be devastated - more than devastated really - if you were to take your own life, or even try too. Your dad would blame himself and feel awful about it. He may never get over it, especially after your mum died as well.

Did you ever talk to someone about your depression before your mum died? Did you talk to someone about things, after your mum died? If you are feeling worse than before, is there anyone you can talk to like a counsellor or GP? Perhaps someone at your school? They should be able to help you and support you a lot more.

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Re: Die - February 25th 2010, 08:30 PM

I've just come through a depression myself recently and found myself feeling very low and sucidal so I can relate to how you're feeling now.

The best thing to do is hang on and be strong. I agree with annabanana's advice about emailing the samaritans, they helped me once when I was suicidal and they can help you too. If not then just, as i said, do your best to stay strong.

I know it sounds like useless advice now and that's the advice people were giving to me recently. I thought it was useless then. But now I'm no longer depressed, I understand that by staying strong, it allowed me to eventually get into a state where I was not depressed. It i hadn't stayed strong then I may well still be depressed now.

Stay Strong, Stay Hopeful and do your best. We're all here for you. Remember that.
   
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