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My Best Friend. - March 6th 2010, 10:17 AM

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I best friend hates my Boyfriend. My best friend didn't deny he wants my boyufriend dead. I feel like I've lost some of my friends. Some of my freinds don't like my boyfriend either.

I love my boyfriend. He's not horrible - they just find him a bit too 'Jokey around'.

My girl friends act like right girls - I don't fit in with them.

I don't feel like I fit in anywhere. Everyone runs to me when they are upset. I have no-one to talk to.

I want to die. I told a friend that. They don't seem to care. It's almost like they are waiting for me to try.

I read the 'reasons to live' on here - wtf? Cookies? Sunshine? Bubbles? What the hell can these do to make feel like I fit in?

I used to love life. Now I resent it. I want to die - I cant though - it would literally kill my parents - they would follow me to hell.

So - I guess I'll just put up with the burning hell from the inside.

Claire. Sorry.

I'm still alive.
Must have been a miracle
It's been one hell of a ride
Destination still unkown
It's a fact of life: If you make one wrong move with a gun to your head
You better walk the line or you'll be left for dead.

I'm a runaway train on a broken track
I'm the ticker on the bomb that you can't turn back
Thats right.
I got away with it all and I'm still alive.
Let the end of the world come tumbling down.
I'll be the last man standing on the ground
As long as hot blood runs through my veins
I'm still alive.
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Re: My Best Friend. - March 6th 2010, 09:09 PM

Hey Claire,

We are all here for you alright? No matter how you feel, we are here. I'm really sorry you are feeling like you don't want to live anymore, it's a horrible feeling.

You need to find your own reason to live. What is your ideal career goal? What do you really want from life? Only you know what is most important to you and what can keep you hanging on.

Have you tried talking to all your friends about your boyfriend? Equally, have you tried talking to your boyfriend about your friends? Perhaps your friends feel like you don't make time for them anymore, so you could fix that? Try to arrange something you will all enjoy.

If the emotions are getting too much for you, is there an adult that you can trust? Whether it's a parent, teacher, relative, school counsellor, therapist. You don't deserve to feel like this.

PM me if you ever need a chat - always here for you,
Take care.
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