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I have filled my heart with hate - March 18th 2010, 08:22 PM

I hate how everything can be beautiful when my world is crashing down around me

I hate this

I hate everything

I hate how i'm part of the wallpaper in the room

I hate how everyone judges me when I walk into a room

I hate life

I hate living

I used to think life was worth living

Then..I woke up


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Re: I have filled my heart with hate - March 18th 2010, 09:23 PM

It's good to post this here, you know.
Think of the people who love you. Everyone has someone who loves him/her. Everyone. It may be your parents, or someone of your family, or your friends. There's always someone who cares of you.
Hold on! There is always a possibility to get out of there! Suicide is not the only possibility to get out of it. Think of those who stay alive, those who love you. You have to hold on; talk to people, write down your feelings, find out what exactly is wrong and try your upper best to resolve it. I know you can do it!
Everyone is worth living, you too.
   
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Re: I have filled my heart with hate - March 20th 2010, 10:53 PM

You are too young to be going through this. But it is here, so we need to work through it. Now you are young, so what exactly do you hate, what it is that you are hating ? Why do you think people hate you ? What do you mean you hate you are part of the wallpaper ?


I came here to help out, so if you wanna talk or just need someone to bounce ideas or issues off of or something else then send me a message and I will reply as soon as I can.
   
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Re: I have filled my heart with hate - April 1st 2010, 04:28 PM

everyone loves my sister. shes a pretty face but thats it. shes stupid, and shallow and a bitch. evryone loves her. no one likes ME because they see HER. My family hate ME but they love HER. because shes a pretty face. because shes "sweet" and "adorable". She is the favorite. I get pushed aside and no one notices ME. all THEY want to see is a pretty face.


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Re: I have filled my heart with hate - April 2nd 2010, 02:27 AM

I know what it's like to feel like you're always being compared to a sibling, and falling short.

But here's the thing: you're not your sister. You shouldn't try to be her. Just be yourself, and people will value you for that.

For example, with me and my sister - she's loud, outgoing, friendly, and funny; I'm quiet, reserved, thoughtful, and serious. For so long I tried to be like her. I felt like because I wasn't all the things she was, I wasn't an interesting person. Because I wasn't her, I wasn't worth anyone's attention.
Slowly, though I came to realise that even if I'm not her, that's okay. I am me, and I don't have to be loud or outgoing or friendly or funny. That's her personality, not mine. I'd spent so long trying to be her that I wasn't sure who I was. But once I realised that, and started figuring out who I was, I felt much better.

Sorry to ramble on about my own life, but I hope you can see the point I'm trying to make: if you spend your time comparing yourself to someone else, you lose the chance to be a great person in your own right. So, just try and be yourself. Cliche, I know, but it helps.

Hope you feel better soon.
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Re: I have filled my heart with hate - April 2nd 2010, 02:46 AM

Hey there,
Don't compare yourself to your sister. I am sure there are heaps of things that you are good at and that your sister isn't find things that make you different to your sister and your talents that she doesn't have and focus on them. Everyone has their own talents and their own perosnality and you just need to except who you are and let it flourish and then your parents and family will also see you flourishing.

If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me,

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