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Unhappy Dying to die. Praying for strength - March 20th 2010, 08:29 PM

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I just feel so depressed and suicidal all the time. I don't know what to do about it anymore. I've lost the only person that was there for me whenever I need him. He's not aloud to talk to me anymore. He was the only help I had, the only reason I held onto hope for so long. But now, without him, I can't go on. I don't even know if I'll make it to tomorrow. I'm dying to die, but praying for strength. I never know which side is stronger. One of my "friends" says that I might aswell end it. But my youth leader Steve, is constantly fighting this battle with me/for me , trying to pull me back into the light. He's all I have now, and I love him so much for staying here with me, him adn Ashlee, his wife. They've been here when I need them but recently, even their help isn't enough. Especially because they've been really distant lately.

If I could have a better life then I'd want to live, but I don't so I don't think I can go on. The only people I'd be sorry to leave behind, and that would care are Nathan (the one I can't talk to ) , Steve and Ashlee, Jacob and Jade . But mostly Nathan and steve and ashlee.

Please you guys, I need help, and fast. Any opinions, and help you can give...I really need it.
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Re: Dying to die. Praying for strength - March 20th 2010, 09:05 PM

Are you a christian ?


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Re: Dying to die. Praying for strength - March 20th 2010, 09:47 PM

Allanah,
Don't be afraid to reach out to more people. That's great you have people who care for you and help you but if that's not enough, get more help. It may be hard to put your complete faith in someone new, but take it slow. Take days one step at a time and don't think about the future so you won't get overwhelmed. Think of all the people you care about you and love you and how they would feel if you killed yourself. If you can't live for yourself, live for someone else. It's okay to tell people you are hurting, you don't have to hide it from everyone. I'm always here if you'd like to talk.
Stay strong,

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