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I just can't take it anymore - April 2nd 2010, 06:34 PM

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I want to die. It would make everyones life around me so much better.
Its not like I matter much to anyone.
I'm good for nothing apparentally.
Because even though i cooked dinner last night and have cleaned the whole house countless times im good for nothing.
I NEVER do anything to help in the house.
I'm nothing but a lazy bum apparentally.

I really wish that I could just kill myself.
Like swallow a bottle of pills or soemthing.
I dont know how.
Theres probably something under the kitchen sink that would kill me.
Anything.
But im afradi.
because if i were to kill myslef even God would hate me.
and then id go to hell.
and im betting that hell is worse than this place.
but i hate this.
i cant stand this,
i just want to die.
i dont want to be here anymore,
and normally id just put this off on my PMDD.
but this is supposed to be my good week.
and its not.
its bad.
and
I
Want
To
Die
but no one listens
because no one cares.
and if i were to die no one would care.
i would just be gone.
forever.

And then...
finally...
everyones life would be better again.
   
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Re: I just can't take it anymore - April 2nd 2010, 07:28 PM

Hey Kyla!
I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. /: .I know that sometimes life can just seem not worth it, but there are time when things will just shine, and feel on top of the world. even if you haven't had that moment in a long time, it'll come again, i can promise you that. everybody has their time to be on the top of the world.
have you talked to anyone about the way you're feeling? i think it might be a good idea, i'm glad that you decided to post on here about it so that we can know what you're not okay. just hang in there! things will get better. please feel free to private message me anytime, or even just a vistor message if you want someone to laugh with. I'm told i'm good at making people laugh (:
I think it's really important that you just try your best to find your place in this world, because i can promise you that you have one.
even though you're new to teenhelp, we would all miss you so much! once you become a member on here, it's almost like we adopt you into our family, and we would be so distraught to see you leave before we get the chance to know you.
i can tell that you're strong, and that you want to find hope.
hang in there, and hope will come find you.

take care,
and please pm me for anything you need,

-Kaylaaa<3.


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and when life gets too hard to face on your own.
I will stand as a light through the darkness unknown,
I will walk with you, so you're never alone.
   
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