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I can't stand it anymore! - April 10th 2010, 10:53 AM

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Everyday I wake up I find myself more depressed than the day before. The good thing is, is that as the day goes one I find that I get happier, but I'm starting to think that it is a false happiness. My family now treats me like how everyone else treats me. Like a weirdo. Which I dont mind but its not the good kind or weird. They all lie to me. I know they whisper and I know they say things about me. I try to confront them and they just say. I didn't say that.

life has taught me 2 things so far to be a kiss ass and to NOT be yourself.
Today's attempt would be the forth time I've tried to kill myself and nothing has happened.
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I find myself looking for new ways to kill myself..but they none of them work. My family doesn't take me seriously. I'll show them how serious I am.
   
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Re: I can't stand it anymore! - April 10th 2010, 06:29 PM

Krystal,
I highly encourage family counseling. They should take that seriously.

Remember, how anyone feels about you should not matter, only how you feel about yourself is important.
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Re: I can't stand it anymore! - April 10th 2010, 07:55 PM

Hi Krystal, I'm sorry you're feeling so low at the moment, it sounds like you're really struggling and no one deserves to go though what you're going through.
I understand how you feel and you might think that you're family don't seem to treat you like you'd like them to, but the way things go is that because you see them all the time, sometimes they forget to tell you how much you mean to them but deep down I'm sure that you mean a lot to them.

If they knew how you were really feeling, I'm sure that they'd be a lot more sympathetic towards you. Have you ever spoken to anyone properly about how you're feeling? You might find that it helps you a lot more than you think, rather than having all these feelings bottled up inside you. As flyingtrue suggested, maybe you could think about seeing a councillor just to see if it helps you at all.
There are things that are worth living for, try and set yourself goals, things that you want to do, things that keep you going and things for you to look forward to.

Please consider some of the things I've said, and I'm here if you need anything,
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Re: I can't stand it anymore! - April 10th 2010, 10:43 PM

Yeah well, first off take care of yoursalf and by this i don't mean hurt yourself, i mean look at your life and resolve to be happy. Why do you say that you being happy is a false happiness, what reason is present for you to think so ? Do you actually feel happy as the day does on ? If so then continue being happy, why spoil it ? And also, about your family, just tell them it isn't nice for them to do that. You tell them that it really doesn't feel nice and if they care about you they would stop doing it. And as you tell them this don't shout it out just say it calmly. But DON'T LET THE HAPPINESS YOU GET BE DISTURBED BY THINGS THAT REALLY SHOULDN'T MATTER.


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