what to live for anymore?

[Rise]

Just recently soo much as happened that i dont know how to deal with it all. For once i stutter frequently;although therapy is helping it can only heal a wound soo deep.


There have been soo much girls that were turn off/scared they was going to be, when i try my best not to stutter for when i ask, but the usual comes out "ddo yyou wwanna...ggo ooout wwith mee". and of course most of them would run away. Then i met this girl from my friend. she accpeted me that i stutter she was the firstgirl i met that really "accpeted my stuttering"


But then she went bi-polor on me, and then another day later she said she no longer liked me and that she liked someone else. This hurt bad

To throw it off, i get demoted from JROTC and i cut from this program that i really tried in.

And then just recently, I found this girl that i was intrested in. When i about to make a plan to make my move. She gets taken what luck?

All of this, is too much to handle for me. There is nothing good in my life right now. Although i was former suicidal. I think its comming back. I mean whats the point of living when there's nothing to hold on to

[Darrenboy!]

hey rylan.

the people that are turned off by your stuttering, are in some way missing out on knowing the real you . I think that you are someone worth knowing just remember that no matter what you went through in the past, the wound is just a wound in the past... if you strengthen yourself enough psychologically, you can definitely overcome it. You definitely have had bad luck when it comes to dating.. i can tell by what you have told us. But definitely... i believe that there is someone out there just right for you who's going to accept you as who you are, just right and help you to overcome your weaknesses.

and when you meet that person, definitely everything will become better. You gotta believe in yourself.. everyone's more capable than they think they are .... miracles do happen. i believe in that.

And i can tell you that when you overcome all the bad things and succeed in doing whatever you wanna do ( like meeting new girls.. and getting together) it's going to feel much better.i believe in you and i know that you're somebody who's nice to know, and i think that you are a blessing.=) thats true.. so don't doubt it.

Remember, you can always tell us anything. don't hesitate one bit

caring always.

[miika]

hey there is always something to live for i know it can seem a bit hopeless when you get kicked when your down repeatedly but you gotta pick yourself up and keep going the right girl for you will come and if your feeling like there is nothing to hope for just think of living everyday waiting on the one.she will come you just need to build up your confidence i know thats hard but it does help people respond to confidence so dont be afraid to be yourself. stay strong hun there is always hope xx if you need to talk feel free to pm me anytime xx

[anabell_101]

I knew sometimes life gets rough but i believe what miika said about you eventually finding the right girl. It might not be now or even next week but there will come a time and she will be special because she will except you for who you are instead of the problems you have.