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struggeling to hold on - May 6th 2010, 05:28 PM

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ok so ive lost a lot of things i love these past few weeks and its bringing back thoughts i had left in the past i've basically given up on myself now i keep thinking "why not fix the mistake of my life and just end it now it would be for the best" thats running through my head 24/7 now nothing is going right.

I know i shouldnt be thinking like this and i know i'm weak and useless and unloved its just sooo hard for me right now i cant see a point in my life a reason a meaning and its driving me mad i have nothing to focus on nothing to hold on to and that is a bad feeling for my to handle.

I cant take much more of this i cant no matter how hard i try i lose more and more i cant keep hold of one thing i love so whats the point in me living when i'm losing everything i have ever loved ever held on to i just really give up now i truly do.

ive had a few suicide attempts in the past few weeks ODs mainly a load of pills what ever i can find in the house and my cutting has went through the roof basically its went from once a day to 4 or 5 times a day and its getting deeper each time i do it i just have no idea what the point in my life is any more all i do is hurt people and lose things i love maybe me and everyone else would be better off dead maybe that would be for the best.........


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 12:12 AM

Life isn't a mistake. But the choices you make may lead to mistakes. There is a better way to fix things. Go and confront them and fix them. And from now on make better decisions/choices. The best way to help people or to make right the wrongs committed is to show love and give it. So if you have hurt people, giving love will heal that. It certainly will and it is a better gift than killing yourself.

You want to make things right, then show and give love. Help those you have wronged and show love to them. Make this a point in your life, a destiny if you would like. Because love is a much bigger and better gift than killing yourself. Killing yourself won't solve the problem but showing love will solve it. So here is the point of your life you have been looking for.


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:12 AM

its hard to see how anything can fix this right now things have gone wrong before but not all at once my love life gone my job gone and most of my friends dont want to know me anymore everything i was holding on to have dissapeared from my life now


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:20 AM

So what did you do to your friends ? Why do they not want to know you anymore ?


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:26 AM

its just down to how everything has been going lately i have always hidden my scars always no one apart from my mum ever knew about them about my self harm my friends saw my scars a few days ago and they just turned around and walked away and i haven't heard from them since its just like they never cared at all.......


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:27 AM

When you tried to talk to them, did you ask them why they just turned and walked away. They may have gotten the wrong impression of your scars !


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:33 AM

i did they just didnt listen thy just said they didnt want to know


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:38 AM

Ok. So this isn't your fault. So that shows you those guys are not good friends. They are not good friends. That shows me that these guys either are just bad or maybe they are convinced you do some other bad stuff.

Anyways, you will come back to that later on. But remember that is not something to blame yourself for, so that's not something to burden yourself with. Now about those things you say you lose that you love, if you don't mind, what are they ?

What about your family ?


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:51 AM

i lost friends, my job, my little sister was taken by social workers my mum she kinda doesn't really care since i told her it's all gotten to much now i just told my girlfriend she is the only person that has shown they care about me i know i wont be able to hide the scars forever so i'm scared that i might lose more is people if anyone else finds out about it


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 01:54 AM

Focus on keeping in touch with your sister so that you don't lose her too.
And with that keep on with your girlfriend, live life and do much that you can to have a good life.


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 02:02 AM

I'll try to its just hard


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 02:06 AM

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Remember to go slow about it. And remember it takes time so go slow and just try and enjoy life. Don't force yourself, just try and relax also.


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 7th 2010, 02:21 AM

i will try thank you


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Re: struggeling to hold on - May 8th 2010, 08:25 PM

You are welcome.


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