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you've.dismantle.me. - May 8th 2010, 01:04 AM

i give up.
i don't know what else to say.
i'm sick of living, i'm sick of the pain, i'm sick of people telling me to be happy and think positive, like it's supposed to work.
if it does, then i fail at life.
i failed epically.
which is why i have nobody to talk too.
and which is why i'm stuck home alone [again] all this weekend.
because i suck, i have no life.
i don't get it, i'm nice to everybody.
but nobody wants to be here for me.
esp. when there out doing something...
because im not worth it.
im never worth it.
i'm not worth the pain.
the fight.
i could just cry.
but nobody would be there for me.
so whats the point.
i miss cutting.
it helped me.
it made me feel.
it was there.

i did hide a bottle of pills.
at least i have those.

all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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Re: you've.dismantle.me. - May 8th 2010, 01:46 AM

It sucks feeling that way. U always get people who will just treat you like shit, for some stupid ignorant reasons of their own. I get it. Everyone does at some point. Just dont pay attention to it. Its not something wrong with you. Its them, seriously. Why spare anymore thought for them?

There are 7 billion people on this planet lol. Ur not confined for life to stick about with the same people. Just get out there. Develop some interests/hobbies of your own. Go about your own agenda. Dont let people that you dont even know well, and who dont know u very well either to put you off.

"I don't care about politics"
Then politics doesn't care about you either. Truth. You've got to make your voice heard, if you want to be listened to. But that's too logical for some people, so let me go a step further. Not making your voice heard, leaves other people free to hijack it by speaking on your behalf, even if they don't actually give a shit about you. That's politics. So, make your voice heard. That's not a quote from anywhere. That's just me.

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Re: you've.dismantle.me. - May 8th 2010, 07:44 PM

Don't quit because there are people who pretend to be good friends when they aren't. If you have done nothing wrong then you shouldn't punish yourself. You shouldn't because you don't deserve it. If you did do something wrong, then don't do it again and go on being a good person.

I came here to help out, so if you wanna talk or just need someone to bounce ideas or issues off of or something else then send me a message and I will reply as soon as I can.
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Re: you've.dismantle.me. - May 8th 2010, 10:34 PM

Sammie, please don't ever give up on yourself. You deserve so much more than this.

I'm sorry you feel like nobody's there for you. We're always willing to listen on here, as I'm sure you're aware. Honestly, I can relate to what you've said. I'm always kind to everyone in real life; I'm always willing to help them with their problems. But no one ever wants to listen to mine. It's discouraging, isn't it? Why is it that theys have automatic predominance over me?

You don't suck. You don't fail. And you are worth it. Please don't cut. I'm really happy about the fact that you quit taking pills. That just goes to show how strong you are, as it's a very hard thing to do. Don't hate yourself because the people in your life refuse to be there for you; most likely, they're just not worth your time.

Take care.
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