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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.
"There's almost nothing we can't get through
So just remember its getting better
When things get tough just keep on breathing
Hour by hour, just keep on moving"
Stand Up - Fireflight http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWOmfOah--o
"Stand up!
Stand up if you're broken
Stand up!
Stand up if you feel ashamed
You are not alone when you hurt this way
Stand up!
Stand up if you need love
Stand up!
This is not judgment day
You don't have to hide
There's no need to run
Everything will be okay"
"The waves are crashing down on me
But I know that this cannot be the end, be the end...
Right now I feel like copping out
Will You hold me up, if I just say
That I will stay
I will hold on to this hope that I have
You gave me a promise
You gave me a promise
I'll push through this moment, I'll never give up"
This Is Your Life- Switchfoot http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q3ChmTwli7U
"esterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you've got now
Yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life, are you who you want to be?"
Drive- Incubus http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLLvuzsx4sY
"Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fear
Take the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah"
Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hratlkw7p74
"his flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I slow down"
"It just takes some time,
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright. (alright)"
Re: Hold On (To Hope) NEW -
January 30th 2010, 04:36 PM
'I will survive', from Gloria Gaynor
First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me
Re: Hold On (To Hope) NEW -
January 30th 2010, 05:05 PM
look for lyrics of "Dont Be Afraid" by Stereomud.
They inspired me to stand up for myself in life.
"Now at the end of everyday I lie awake at night and wait
To feel the wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged, and
Hear my beaten heart exclaim, 'Still, I refuse to let her go.'"
So we escape to our mistakes for they wait patiently for us.
Oh, how they always wait for me.
If my fear has kept me here only my fear can set me free."
So hold your head up high and know it’s
not the end of the road
Walk down this beaten path before you
pack your things and head home
At the end of the road you’ll find what
you’ve been longing for
I know ‘cause my feet have the scars to
show
I was lost with vague direction and no
place to call home
It’s time for you to press on
This is not your war
Set your sights to North and press on
This is not your escape
Wash away what they thought of you
Because in this place, we're all as good as
dead
...end cycle...
Behind the mask you’ll find yourself alone It’s not the end of road for you
I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from here to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
And miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
'Cos I got time while she got freedom
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
The best days of a summer far worse
She'll find a man and a man who's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake shes no trouble sleeping
'cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces
They say that things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even ohhhh
And what am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm faling to piecesx3
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
you took the suitcase - I took the blame
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Oh cos you left me with no love in order to remain
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
'Cos I got time while she got freedom
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break no it don't break no it don't break even
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even
And what am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
I'm falling to pieces x3
I'm still alive but the other one's leaving.
I'm falling to pieces
'Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Oh it don't break even no, it don't break even no
It don't break even no
Be the change you want to see in the world.
- Gandi
"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night." - "Cake" by Melanie Martinez
And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe
(And I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(Why you left in paragraphs)
Why you left in paragraphs
(The words were nearly over us)
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark
So let me think of how to word it
Is it too soon to say 'perfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
And if you sing to me sweet until then,
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know of me again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death
Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your hand
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?
Although the tune is upsetting-ly cheerful, the lyrics are kind of nice.
I either feel like no one cares, and that I should be breaking things, and that everything is falling apart, or that everything is great, and I can do anything, and I really do have friends.
The world seems not the same,
though i know nothing has changed,
Its all my state of mind,
i could leave it all behind,
have to stand up to be stronger
I have to try to break free from the thoughts in my mind,
use the time that i have,
i can't say goodbye, have to make it right,
have to fight cause i know in the end it's worthwhile,
that the pain that i feel slowly fades, away,
it will be alright,
I know, should realize, time is precious , it is worthwhile,
despite how i feel inside, have to trust it will be alright,
i have to stand up to be stronger.....
oh, this night is too long, have no strenght to go on,
no more pain,im floating away,
through the mist, i see the face of an angel, who calls my name,
i remember youre the reason i have to stay
Guenhwyvar roared a fourth time and darted off through the grove, a black arrow aimed at the heart of doom.
Asleep From Day - Mazzy Star
Pieces - Red
Shattered - Trading Yesterday
From The Inside Out - Hillsong United
In the Arms of the Angel - Sarah Mclachlan
Our generation is what the world needs. We represent hope, and have the power to fix what is broken in this world. Don't ever think you weren't meant to do something.Don't ever forget hope.
"Stories wait for endings, but songs are brave things bold enough to sing when all they know is darkness."
- TWLOHA
"These words, like most words, will be written next to midnight, between hurricane and harbor, as both claim to save her."
- TWLOHA
I'm not sure if these are on this thread, it's way too long. So I apologise for repeats. To Write Love On Her Arms - Helio Video here. To Write Love On Her Arms - London Video here. We Are Broken - Paramore Video here. Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne Video here. Hope - Idina Menzel Video here. Breathe - Paramore Video here. Miracle - Paramore Video here.
I'm sure I have more than that, I'll add more when I remember.
Throw those curtains wide
One day like this a year would see me right
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away
And you feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again
The Fray - Trust Me
Looking for something I've never seen
Alone and I'm in between
The place that I'm from and
The place that I'm in
A city I've never been
I found a friend or should I say foe
Said there's a few things you should know
We don't want you to see
We come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow
Coldplay - Fix You
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you
Mayday Parade - Save your Heart
She turns the pages every day
Just to change the mood
But every chapter reads the same
It's so hard to make it through
Just try to get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this
Mayday Parade - Still Breathing
I'm ready to give this all I have
I'm ready to be amazed
'Cause I'm standing here alone
Trying to make this life my own
And nothing will keep this heart from beating
I'm still breathing
Promise me some dignity
If I were to stand and die here
'Cause my heart is somewhere else
It's a pain I've never felt
Time's racing
(Please slow down)
I gotta find my way out
I'm hopeless
(But hoping)
My lungs won't fail me now
'Cause I'm still breathing
Snow Patrol - Run
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Snow Patrol - The Planets Bend Between Us
The winters mar the earth
It's floor was frozen glass
You slip into my arms
And you quickly correct yourself
Your freezing speech bubbles
Seem to hold your words aloft
I want the smoky clouds of laughter
To swim about me forever more
I will race you to the waterside
And from the edge of ireland shout out loud
So they could hear it in america
It's all for you
Lifehouse - It Is What It Is
i was only trying to bury the pain
but i made you cry and i can't stop the crying
was only trying to save me
but i lost you again
now there's only lying
wish i could say it's only me
James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore
You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
All of these songs have helped me ... If I had to suggest one band to listen to it would be Mayday Parade.. they have helped me through a whole lot!
A song I listen to when I feel down is Top Of The World by The Carpenters, I know it's not about suicide and such, but it makes me feel special, like there's someone waiting for me and someday I'll feel like the song lyrics. And Karen has a very good voice, I love it
Fear Cuts Deeper Than Knives
"And if you told me 'go to the hell', I'd tell you I know pretty well that place"
Sorry it swears once. But whenever i hear this song it makes me think that someone out there will love me enoughthat i might be all they think about and all they want, or maybe i already met them
All I want - Staind
What I leave,
When you go.
What I see
and what you show,
And what I guess,
And when I don't
Is something you already,already know
[Chorus]
I can't live without
All I think about,
All i want is you,
You're all i dream about
I can't live without
All i want is you
The things I do
I go through
And all I see
When I'm awake
And what I make
The shit I take
Is something you already, already know
[Chorus]
Oh
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
You're all I dream about
That I can't live without
All i want is you
[Chorus]
(I can't live without)
You're all I dream about
(All I think about)
I just can't live without
(All I want is you)
And all I think about
(You're all I dream about)
Is you
(I can't live without)
(All I want is you)
And all I want is you.
My guardian angel is my sister, Angela, I miss you.
Never forget "Tomorrow is a gift not a given right."
I will wait for that one boy who won't mind if I leap into
his arms. Who doesn't care whats on my skin. For
the boy who lives only in my dreams.
My soulmate.
Little Wonders by Rob Thomas Second Place Victory by This Day & Age I Gotta Feeling by Black-Eyed Peas Return to Innocence by Enigma Wonderful by Gary Go Never Too Late by Hedley She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5 I'm Gonna Fly by Sydney Forest
Verse 1
He said I was in my early forties, with a lot of life before me
And one moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-rays
Talking bout' the options and talking bout' sweet times.
I asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end
How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?
Man what did ya do?
He said
Chorus
I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'
Verse 2
He said I was finally the husband, that most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend, a friend would like to have
And all of a sudden goin' fishin, wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book, and I took a good long hard look
At what I'd do if I could do it all again
And then
Chorus
I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Shu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'
Bridge
Like tomorrow was the end
And ya got eternity to think about what to do with it
What should you do with it
What can I do with it
What would I do with it
Skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And man I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'
To live like you were dyin' (4x)
And she fights so you won't ignore her,
'cause thats her biggest fear.
Support
Love<3
Keep your head up gorgeous,
they'll kill to see you
fall..
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
September 7th 2010, 08:52 AM
Not sure if someone has already posted these songs but I'll do so anyway. These songs I'm posting are to help other people in case they feel suicidal. Just incase I'll label them as TRIGGERING.
Here Is Gone by The Goo Goo Dolls
You and I got something
But it's all then it's nothing to me
yah
I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions to me
yah
And we wake up in the breakdown
In the things we never thought we could be
yah
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We've got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all
And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can fear you falling
And I won't tempt to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone
I am no solution
To this sound of dispollution in me
yah
And I was not the answer so forget you if ever thought it was me
yah
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We've got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all
And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can fear you falling
And I won't tempt to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone
And I don't need a fall out
Of all the past that's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here
And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can fear you falling
And I won't tempt to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone
And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can fear you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
I can fear you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone
20 Good Reasons by Thirsty Merc
They say love hurts
I wrote that book
I climbed that wall I had one look
But you just came around
To say hello
The streets were filled
With guilty hearts
And here was I right from the start
And I lost everything
When I lost you
So tell me why
Should I let you go
Give me 20 good reasons
I need to know, yeah
And at that point
There was no pain
There was no sky
There was no rain
For all there was was you
And your sweet face
But life is life
And things will change
Like scenes upon an actor's stage
Tomorrow comes today
For all we know
So tell me baby why
Should I let you go
Give me 20 good reasons
I need to know, yeah
Give me 20 good reasons
Give me 20 good reasons
Give me 20 good reasons
To let you go
So tell me baby why-y-y-y
Should I let you go
Give me 20 good reasons
I need to know, yeah
Tell me baby why-y-y-y
Should I let you go, yeah
Give me 20 good reasons
I need to know, yeah
Give me 20 good reasons
Give me 20 good reasons
Give me 20 good reasons
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
September 22nd 2010, 04:11 AM
LeAnne Rimes- What I Cannot Change
The chorus is: I will learn to let go what I cannot change I will learn to forgive what I cannot change I will learn to love what I cannot change But I will change, I will change
Whatever I, whenever I can
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
September 22nd 2010, 11:50 PM
HEEEY if you go onto youtube.ca and look up isabellamariacullen there are some songs of me singing i will be posting new videos on a whole bunch of stuff give me some ideas
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
November 12th 2010, 07:06 AM
firework by Katy Perry:
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow...
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
November 15th 2010, 06:28 AM
Wow this thread has come a long, longggg way!!! Keep up the posting, this is amazing how many responses are here. All the posts help others, know that!
Hold Onto Hope!
Leave the past behind, just walk away
When it's over, and the heart break
And the cracks begin to show
*~*~This little girl was alone in the world~*~*
Hold Onto Hope
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
November 25th 2010, 01:58 AM
The middle, by jimmy eats world
"Flick a swith (*snap!) I want you to give yourself permission and the power to say (*Snap!) F IT! I'm going to be happy! i'm going to enjoy my life! and I'm not going to let anyone or anything ruin my day, and ruin my life!"
-whatthebuck
Re: Hold On (To Hope) -
November 25th 2010, 03:33 AM
"The Last Night"
You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie.
[Chorus:]
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.
Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie.
[Chorus]
The last night away from me
[Bridge:]
The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand I will help you hold on
Tonight,
Tonight.
[Chorus]
I won't let you say goodbye,
I'll be your reason why.
The last night away from me,
Away from me.
I'm here to help, and more.
If you need a hug, I got one.
If you need to rant, I listen.
If you need to cry, my shoulder is open.
If you just need a friend, I am there.
<3
If you can't reach me here, feel free to e-mail me or message me on yahoo. ^_^