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Arrow Done With Everything - May 19th 2010, 12:07 AM

This thread has been labeled as triggering by the original poster or by a Moderator. Please take this into consideration before continuing to read.

Triggering for ED and SH.

Nobody wants me here and I severely doubt anybody would even notice if I went. I am not sure why I'm even writing this because it's so pointless, and I don't think anybody will even read it. I'm sorry I'm so pathetic.

Everybody hates me and even one of my best friends on here is angry with me for some reason. I've been disconnecting myself from everybody else a lot. I can make myself seem really happy, and lately, it's all I've been doing for some friends here. I have been in and out a lot, and my dad's hardly ever home now. He's been causing me a lot of problems anyways..
I'm tired of people in general. Everybody thinks I'm a horrible person, and don't say that's not true because everybody who truly knows me will tell you that I'm a bitch. I hurt people all the time by continuing to live, and I HATE IT. Everybody always says how things "get better". That hasn't happened yet, and it never will.

I've got this whole weight thing messing with my head now... I just want to be genuinely wanted, but I'm so fat so that's not going to happen. I've gotten into this pattern where I'll starve myself. Then of course, I'll eat too much eventually. So I'll get rid of everything in my stomach. And. It's just taking over my life, just like SH.

Well. I came home and a friend told me to give myself 24 hours, and that is way expired now. Life is not worth living.

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"Love is simple... Don't be afraid, you're already dead."
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Re: Done With Everything - May 19th 2010, 05:19 AM

Well, I've said I wouldn't give advice, I explained this before. However, I don't want you to think no one cares. I care. Kim, I think you're a really nice girl, you try to help others even with your own struggles, and thats a good quality.

Hell, people on here have come into CL asking "Where's 'I Love '?", so obviously people care about you and your presence.

Alot of us have had our issues, rough times, and so on. And well, we're pretty much here to try and support each other. I'm sure if you gave up, it'd dishearten others who have tried to hang on, or tried to help you hang on.

Remember, people DO care. Although it may not seem like it from time to time, that's just your mind making you think the worst.

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