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I had planned to kill myself - May 19th 2010, 09:50 AM

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I should be at school right now, but I'm not because I was too depressed to even get up this morning.
My parents are both out, so I am alone in the house.
I was planning to kill myself, I have taken four pills, and have the knife in my hand.
I really want to die because I hate life and am so scared to face all of my problems.
The only thing that is stopping me is my fear that it will not work, I don't want pain, I just want an escape route.
I just wish that there was a button that you could press to turn off life.
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Re: I had planned to kill myself - May 19th 2010, 11:45 AM

Hi there,

Killing yourself won't be a good thing for you, or for all of the people that love you.
You'll leave your family and friends behind, grieving your loss and feeling guilty that they did nothing to help you, heck, your suicide might even cost someone else's life because of the immense guilt and despair.
Do you want to make others feel like that?

If you kill yourself, it will hurt, it will hurt a lot, I promise that.
The pain is inevitable, and if it fails, you'll have a lot of explaining to do.

Please, hold on to hope, save yourself, your life might seem pretty hopeless right now, but your future does hold hope!
Don't kill yourself, hang in there and best of luck

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Re: I had planned to kill myself - May 19th 2010, 12:53 PM

Don't do it, Shattered_soul. I've been there before and I know that it's utter hell. You are clearly a strong person, as I believe that every moment that you continue to live through when you have severe depression is an act of courage.

As underthesea said, killing yourself will not solve anything. I know it's now somewhat of a cliche, but suicide really is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You will get through this, and you'll become an even stronger person for doing so. Even if you were to only experience a few happy moments in the rest of your life, it will have made staying alive all worth while. I know you're at the bottom of the world right now, but things will get better, I promise you. Six months ago, I was in the same position as you are now, feeling that life wasn't worth living and wanting to kill myself, but I somehow made it through, and now I'm the happiest I've been in a long time. I feel like there is a point to life now, and I feel full of life again.

I know it's so hard for you right now, but just hold on. When you've hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up. I can assure you that things will get better.
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