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i feel so stuck - June 19th 2010, 02:31 PM

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i cant explain how i feeel
i dont kniow how i can be fixed, i cant stop crying.
ive pushed my mum away she doesnt understand
my parents dont like my only friend, becasue she's gay, they think i am to
i understnad some of there consern, last year she said she was inlove with me, but im sure she's not noww.
last month i thought i felt somthing for her, i didnt tell anyone, and im glad i didnt, cos now i dont think i do, i only like her as a friend.
but sometimes shes such a positive person, shes knows about my SH, but she thinks i stopped, and she doesnt realise how bad my depression is, becasue ive had to become good at hiding it, or everyone thinks its all for attention, when thats the last thing i want.
ive got a assesment on monday, and i dont know how to tell them my situation so that it comes across right, i need them to know that i am 'not right' i need some fucking help, or im just gonna fail and become a nothing.
i feel insane and crazy and i hate myself so much all the time, i just was to die, i want something to be easy for a change i want out, ive had enough, everything is all to much and everyone would be better off without me around.
all i do is casue problems, i want everything to end


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