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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Angry Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 04:26 PM

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I cant take much more.

I just want to run away, maybe then people would take me seriously.

If I run, they can catch.

But I just want to run and not be caught, which is why I am suicidal.

I feel no love anywhere which is why I want to run.

I feel like giving up, I mean, If I went no one would give two shits.

My mum prefers my cousins and my dad has a new partner.

Fuck. I want to go.

Iv been missing my meds, which isnt good, I know, but I dont actually give a shit.

Also been hoarding tablets.

Im so angry at the moment. This is just basically how I feel.

There is so much more to the picture.

But no one cares. Let alone no one responding.

I dont care any way.

Im just telling you how I feel.


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 04:56 PM

Hi there Jaymi,

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling that way. I can understand your desire to run away or just end it all just to see if people care. Sometimes thats what it takes for people to realise how much somebody means to them. However, i wouldnt condone it. It wouldnt solve any problems, in the long term anyway, and neither will suicide. I notice you are a teenhelp mentor so i know, having experienced depression that the logical thoughts in your head are there somewhere. That some part of you knows that people care, and that you dont want to end your life. You just feel the need to have something good going on?

I can understand all of that. Sit down and try and give yourself a reality check. Try and take your tablets. Talk to a good friend or go and see your doctor and tell them how you feel.

You are in control of how you feel. I will be here to help, as will many other people on here.

Dont give up.
I believe in you.
I'm proud of you for not giving into this depression.

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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:02 PM

Im trying to read peoples good days....to try and cheer myself up!


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:04 PM

Good, thats all very positive. Are you going to start taking your tablets?

I'm here if you want to talk anymore. x


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:14 PM

Im not going to take my tablets, but Im supervised, so I might have to take them. If I can hide them I will not take them.


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:16 PM

Can i ask why you dont want to take them?


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:22 PM

I really dont know.......I think its because really I dont want to get better


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:27 PM

because you feel like you dont deserve to? Are you scared of the unknown?


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:28 PM

I dont mean to be rude, but I dont want to drag you into my shit.

I know you mean well, but its not fair on you.


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:31 PM

You arent dragging me into anything! This isnt fair on you!
Please dont think that i dont really want to help, because i wouldnt be trying if i didnt. Dont think im going to get bored of what you are saying.

I would LIKE to listen if you would like to talk.


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 05:40 PM

Hey
I'm so sorry that you feel that way

I know that I don't know you in person, or really at all, but I would be really upset if you ran away, or got hurt, or killed yourself, it would hurt every person on this board, because everyone here is like family, except they are nicer and don't judge anyone.

Come talk to me if you want I'll always be here for you, everyone will, even if your family isn't (but I know that they love you, no matter what they say or do)


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Re: Suicidal and want to run away......... - June 24th 2010, 11:57 PM

Jaymi, I care. And if you did anything, I'd feel so shit that I wasn't able to help.


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