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not ok :( - June 26th 2010, 11:25 AM

i keep trying to be ok, but its soo hard. soo many things going on. my 2 babies are in heaven its so hard, i lost them both in my stomach. never got to meet them. but i named them and eveything, so i feel like i kinda know em. its definatly hard dealing with that, let alone the fact that most of my friends have kids or are pregnant. i dont mean to be selfish, but its hard to support them and be happy for them. home is awful. my brother and his girlfriend are always fucking loud. its hard to put up with that, not just cos it is what it is, but also cos about 3 months ago i broke up with my boyfriend, who i was living with. and my brother is the favourite. so i get no attention and sometimes no dinner. and im the one who has to clean the house. im sick of being treated like shit. i cant deal with all this. also, cos im such an idiot and been a prostitute and sleeping round since i was in high school, i have PID (pelvic inflammatory disease) which is so painful and if they dont get rid of it asap, i could be infertile which means, my lifes over. argh, this isnt even half of whats going on right now. life is not too good right now please help me.
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Re: not ok :( - June 26th 2010, 01:25 PM

you are definitely not an idiot!
i'm so sorry for your loss, and it doesn't mean you're selfish because you can't feel happy for your friends. it's understandable, considering all that you've gone through.

do you have anyone to talk to about your problems?

if you need anything, you could always talk to me, and i'll try to help you in whatever way possible.
   
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Re: not ok :( - June 27th 2010, 09:21 AM

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you are definitely not an idiot!
i'm so sorry for your loss, and it doesn't mean you're selfish because you can't feel happy for your friends. it's understandable, considering all that you've gone through.

do you have anyone to talk to about your problems?

if you need anything, you could always talk to me, and i'll try to help you in whatever way possible.
thanks. yes, i have a couple of councillors right now.
   
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