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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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On the edge, already planning. - June 28th 2010, 07:51 PM

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I want to die, so much.

(read my other threads on reasons why...)

I'm clinically depressed, I think I have schizophrenia, and I have a character controlling all my emotions. He will make me kill myself, I really want to go. I JUST WANT TO DIE.

I can't bear it anymore, I just NEED to go.

I can't get better, I never do. If I do, It will always be an on-off thing, I just want to die. I don't want to have to remember all this pain.

I JUST WANT TO DIE BUT I CAN'T HURT MY FAMILY. I CAN'T HURT THEM, BUT I JUST WANT TO DIE! I think I might just run away and kill myself, that would work...

I DON'T WANT TO GET BETTER, BUT I HAVE TO FOR MY FAMILY.


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Re: On the edge, already planning. - June 28th 2010, 08:03 PM

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I DON'T WANT TO GET BETTER, BUT I HAVE TO FOR MY FAMILY.
right there. that line, right there. if you dont want to get better, then at least try to for your family. and your friends. besides, in the long run, ull be gladd ou got help, even if Mr. FEM doesnt want you to, or you think dieing is the only way out. its not. as youve already said in other posts, your sister. email her if she can help. maybe email your parents as well, if you dont want to talk to them directly. but whatever you do, dont commit suicide. all it does is make everything worse, even for yourself. especialy for yourself. pm me if you want the spicifics on how it especialy worse for yourself. i think you really need to talk to someone, and if emailing helps you talk to them, thats alright. go ahead and do that.
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Re: On the edge, already planning. - June 28th 2010, 08:05 PM

I just emailed my sister... I don't know what she'll say.

I just changed my life, but I still feel just as suicidal...


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Re: On the edge, already planning. - June 28th 2010, 08:09 PM

good. im glad you emailed you sis, and im sure shell do her best to help you. thats a good step tward getting better. could you try doing as i said before about creating your own little world where Mr FEM cant follow you? you could cool down there and be alright for awhile. i know that doesnt work for everybody, but maybe it can help.
good luck Rosy huggs


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Re: On the edge, already planning. - June 28th 2010, 10:20 PM

My sister didn't really help...


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Re: On the edge, already planning. - June 28th 2010, 10:23 PM

prehaps she just needs to think for a bit before she comes up with things to help. hang in there Rosy. i wish you lots of luck. huggs


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