lord help me

[escape_thereal_world]

this depression is getting worse, very suddenly. im alone. nobody cares. i dont exist and i dont matter.


...im going to sleep. if i dont wake up then goodbye.

funny, the ice cream truck decides to come by now...the irony

[Counted Heart.]

Hey there.

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling like this. Do you want to talk about what caused these feelings?

I know what it's like to feel alone, like nobody cares, like it doesn't matter whether I live or die. But the thing is, that's just the depression talking. That's just those negative thoughts creeping in. The truth is, you do matter. You do exist. You have good traits and bad, you have skills, talents, and shortcomings, you have hobbies and interests and friends and family, and you have people who love you. You have reasons to live.

I know you may not be able to see any of that now, but it's true. Is there anyone you can talk to about this? Talking things out can really help. I urge you to contact a friend, relative, even call a hotline - just don't keep this to yourself.

Feel free to PM me if you need.

Stay safe. xx