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I don't know who I am anymore - July 5th 2010, 12:55 AM

I used to be so confident. I used to be strong and didn't give a damn what other people thought. I used to know how to recognize what I wanted. I used to exactly what I was feeling.
Ever since my best friend left me I can't figure anything out anymore. I feel like I've done all to stand, but it's just not enough. I can't talk to people anymore, I have a friend left, I'm lonely, I feel like I'll always be alone.
I've never felt what it's like to have someone and I'm jealous because other people take it for granted. It doesn't seem like anything will get better.
She's not coming back. When I was with her for the first time in life I honestly felt happy. But not anymore.
I told her I loved her and had romantic feelings for her. So a few weeks later she calls me and we talk. Few sentences later "oh by the way nathan (her boyfriend) says hi!"
She's not a bitch but that was bullshit.

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm angry and I'm alone.
What's the point of trying anymore? I won't get what I had with her back. I won't stop being alone.
I've done all I can.
I just feel like I'm done with life.


I am the stone that the builder refused.
   
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Re: I don't know who I am anymore - July 6th 2010, 02:05 AM

i felt that way when my best friends left me..
and one of them actually did a really bitchy thing to me..
she got with the guy that tore us apart (my ex boyfriend)
[she was jealous when i got a bf; so she she stopped talking to me]

you just have to learn to try to move on; slowly...
try talking more to a friend that wasn't your best friend
or try to approach someone that is really shy and rarely talks.

hoped this helped;
if you need someone to talk to or a friend just pm/vm me :]
   
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