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Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:03 AM

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So, today I couldn't handle life anymore. And attempted suicide, but obviously didn't succeed. It was a in spite of the moment decision I guess you could say, I did know research before hand. Turns out death from overdoes on zoloft is VERY uncommon. I can focus now though, but now I'm really sick, and my friend is threatening to tell my mom about my attempt, if mom finds out, I'll be in the hospital all summer! Which will only make me worse because I love being outdoors in nice whether. I don't know what to do


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:38 AM

hey hun,

I'm sorry that you've been having a really hard time lately. But you have to know that suicide isn't the answer. Even though life seems horrible sometimes, it's not always going to be that way. You're just going through a bad season, we all go through bad seasons in our life. But that good thing about that is, there's always an end to the season. Better things will come, and you'll be so much stronger.

Though it said that death by overdose on zoloft is uncommon, you really should get checked because it can happen. You don't want that. I know you're scared to tell your mom because you're afraid of what will happen. But you'll be getting help and with help, you get better. You'll be able to fully enjoy life. Doesn't that sound nice? I know it's scary, but your friend is just looking out for you! Could you maybe make a deal with them, tell them not to tell your mom about the suicide attempt, if you promise to seek help i.e. counselling or something?

Hang in there! Life gets better, that I can promise. If you need to talk, just PM me.


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:42 AM

In a way I want to tell my mom. But shes so stressed as it is, she works over 52 hours a week. She's stressed to the max, she already tells me I'm too much for her to handle and she doesn't see me at my worst. And I do already go to counseling and things, I get in asa often as my counselor can get me in.


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:47 AM

I know what you mean about your mom being stressed to the max, mine is the same way. But I'm sure it would be worse for her knowing how much you're hurting and you not telling her, then her not knowing and something happening to you. That's just not something a mother could get over. If you're to worried about telling her, could you maybe at your next appointment with your counselor tell her/him about your suicidal feelings? This isn't something you should be dealing with on your own, love. I've been down that road and I know the pain, I know if it hadn't been for me receiving help, I wouldn't be here today. You can do this. I know you can.


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:51 AM

Thankss <3. I;m really scared now because my chest hurts, and it feels likes its closing over like really slowly. Coudl this be from the meds?


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 04:37 AM

It could be from the meds! You really need to get it checked out regardless. Just to make sure you're okay, if you don't want to say you intentionally overdosed, just say it was an accident. But you really should tell!


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 06:12 AM

Been there and am still there... i know how you feel, I hate being locked up too... but lieing in the long run never helps. My parents are the same way. Just be firm and say that confinement will not aid you. best of luck to you
   
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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:40 PM

Hey guys, just thought I'd let you know I went to the hospital, everything was decent. No permenant damage that they discovered. I'm still extremely shaky, sick, and confused. They were going to put me in the hospital, but they didn't which is good.


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:43 PM

Im really glad that you got yourself checked out. That was a really positive step that you took. Do you know if you are going to be going to a hospital later? I know that you dont want to be in a hospital but that may be a safe place for you to be right now. I hope that you feel better soon.


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:47 PM

I'm not sure, they're talking about it or something ;p


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Re: Ugh. I've hit rock bottom. - July 9th 2010, 02:50 PM

How do you feel about them talking about you possibly going to a hospital?


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