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I honestly think that i cant go on for much longer. I'm feeling so depressed and terrible. I'm scared to tell my psychologist because i don't want to be put back in hospital.

I haven't eaten for 2 days, and i really need to cut (I've been cut free for months)

I've been here before and come out of it, and i haven't done anything since April when i OD and put myself in a coma for a week.

I just cant shake these feeling


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Re: i dont think i can go on - July 20th 2010, 07:27 AM

hey Lu, I read your other post about sexual abuse and I may not know what that is like but I can definitely relate to your self-injury and suicidal feelings. it seems to me like you have gotten through some pretty difficult and horrible things, and it shows how strong you must be! you have a reason to live and people who care about you, please hold on!
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Re: i dont think i can go on - July 21st 2010, 03:55 PM

heyhey, i think that it's really awesome that you went so long without cutting (:
do you want to recover? i think that's really an answer that i sometimes dread answering too. coz when you decide firmly once and for all that you're not going to let your past dictate who you are, then you'd totally struggle to get free, no matter how hard it is..
i'd say talk to your psychologist. she probably knows wat's the best step for you. so don't be afraid to just tell her..
i know how that feels like, being a sexual abuse victim myself for years, that the whole world was like this.. dark abyss and though i try to get out of selfharming habits like cutting and bulimia, i was still trapped in it somehow for many years.
to be honest, life started to look up only after i accepted Christ..
but anyway, since i know most ppl don't really want to hear that... i just want to say that it can get better, and i'm living rather joyfully now thanking God that i'm free (:



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Re: i dont think i can go on - July 21st 2010, 09:34 PM

Suicide is just an ending to a problem before you could find a solution. I just want you to know that you mean the world to me and I love you. Things will be okay.


I can feel you all around me
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Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing <3
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Re: i dont think i can go on - July 22nd 2010, 05:46 AM

The feelings are getting really bad!!! I don't know what to do. I told my psycologist and she was really dissapointed so i quickly told her i'll be ok though. Dont worry. I really cant do this much longer!


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Re: i dont think i can go on - July 22nd 2010, 06:55 AM

Hold on, please.

I haven't met you but I'm sure you're a great person, and you have a reason to live.
   
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