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Tonight - July 28th 2010, 12:19 PM

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Unless the lady at my transgender meeting says I can transition really soon... I might kill myself tonight. I have the tools I may need. I don't think I'm going to leave a note, but I might. There's no reason for me to live anymore.


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Re: Tonight - July 28th 2010, 02:07 PM

I might not do it. Every time I watch Degrassi I start thinking, maybe I won't. Degrassi is my one reason I might stay alive. Stupid, I know. But true.


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Re: Tonight - July 28th 2010, 08:59 PM

Liza,

I love you so much! Think of all the people that love you! You've been through so much and you've come so far! Everything you are going through is temporary and you will get past this! Think of how your family would feel. They'd be horrified! And so would I. Liza you mean so much to me. Honestly, you are the only one in real life I can talk to about EVERYTHING and not be judged. You actually understand and are always here for me. I want to do the same for you and I need you to stay around for me, your family, your friends, and yourself. There is so many reason for you to live! Everyone loves being around you! You are so funny even though you may not know it. At westwood, you were the only one I actually felt connected to. I don't know what I would've done without you.

You know what you need to do to get past this. You NEED to tell your mom. I know I know, you don't want to end up back at the hospital but you HAVE to do this. Don't give up on yourself! I know how hard this all is for you, I understand, but you will push through it. You are a strong and amazing person and nothing should stand in your way to living a happy life. Suicide is permanent. Degrassi keeping you alive is great, not stupid! Anything that keeps you going means the world to me, your family, and your friends. Picture how much their lives would change if you did it. They've been by your side this entire time trying to help you and they will never leave your side. You have so much going for you! Please, listen to me. You have my phone number. CALL ME! PLEASE! I'll do everything possible to help you. I'll talk to you for hours, I'll do whatever it takes. I don't care if it's one o'clock in the morning. I don't care if you're in tears. Call me. You can get through this. I know you can. I care so much about you and so do so many people! What about Tirzah and all your friends from camp?! Think of how devastated they would be. No matter what you think, you CAN get through this. Things will get better! Please, call me before you do anything, call me if your upset, call me just to talk. You can and will get through this. You've come so far, and you can't let all of that go. Please. You can ALWAYS talk to me. I'll always support you, I hope you know that.


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Re: Tonight - July 28th 2010, 09:02 PM

I already told my parents. I almost went back to the hospital but I promised my safety, and I plan to keep my promise. So yeah.


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