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Exclamation I DID IT - July 29th 2010, 03:52 AM

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I took all the medication i'd saved up earlier last night.
To be honest i dont really know why I did it.
It didnt work anyway because im still here and ive been to sleep since

Somebody grassed on me though because a bit after I got in at about 11pm a police man appeared at my door.
luckily i wernt downstairs when he came and he went without saying anything to me.

He claimed that i phoned a care worker and told them i wanted to take an OD. I DIDNT! I denied that and the fact that I had taken an OD to my mum and she said no more of it.
Shes not even been in to check on me since I went to bed. ohh well.

think its time to move onto the dreaded whiskey, mix it all together in my stomach.

I had nothing at all to eat yesterday im so proud of myself.


anyway i have nothing more to say now

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Re: I DID IT - July 29th 2010, 04:05 PM

Hey
I dont really know what reply to give to you after reading this message.
But i wanted to write something at the very least.

I think you desperately do want help Fran.
you know that you shouldn't feel like this.
I know how lonely you must feel and the help is there, its just that unfortunately you cant always wait for the help to find you.
If your mum's still there, tell her you need medical attention.
Just because your 'still here' and have been to sleep doesn't mean your ok.
It could be doing long term damage, that you might not even know about yet.
I know you must feel frustrated. But honestly you dont have to punish yourself this way.
Get the help you deserve Fran. Please.

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Re: I DID IT - July 29th 2010, 06:09 PM

If someone "grassed" on you and phoned a care worker or informed the police then it means they were most likely extremely worried and cared about you and wanted to help. Doesn't it help at all to know someone out there cares? Or how do you think they'd feel if you succeeded. They'd probably be devastated and blame themselves entirely.

You deserve to be happy and you deserve support. Talk to your mother or a friend or anyone you can trust. Things really can get better. Get help with this. And definitely see a doctor if you can, it's quite possible you could end up doing permanent damage. Really hope you'll be ok, PM anytime if you need someone to talk to.


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Re: I DID IT - July 29th 2010, 10:10 PM

Chess, I hope you read this very soon. You really helped me a lot the other day, and I don't want you to do this, I want to get to know you, not lose you. I really mean that!
Please don't give up, I'm still here. You can beat this, You're not alone. Please come onto livehelp and talk to me. PM me when your'e online so we can talk.
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