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everything i touch i ruin - September 5th 2010, 03:27 PM

its true very very true, it may sound dramatic.. but all m y relationships i have ruined. today i made a mistake at work which has put my uncle in a dangerous position with someone whos known for killing people for no lther reason then there having a bad day. ive been trying to help myself. starting counselling for sexual abuse. but i can never accept when epople say its not my fault. as thats jsut one example of how i ruin peoples lives.
im a fuck up.. and if im causing other people so much pain by being here then i deserve to die.


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Re: everything i touch i ruin - September 5th 2010, 05:39 PM

hey hun, i know wat it's likes to have your perceptions about yourself persist. i was a sexual abuse survivor myself... i always thought i was messed up, and no matter what that it would not change. but i've been better now with counselling and support of my church (: so i can tell you now, that it can change. and that you're not right to say that you're messed up!
maybe next time when you did something that you regret, look at it from the view that it is an isolated incident. it happened not because you are messed up. it just happens.. find ways to change the situation if it can be changed (: it's easy when you think of yourself so lowly that everything bad seems to happen because of you. yes, you'll make mistakes, big and small. we all make them. and we've to come to accept that it's just life. and life is not meant to go smoothly.
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