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Whatever. - September 5th 2010, 03:58 PM

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I don't want to live anymore.

Life seems so boring. It's just more effort than it's worth. There's nothing good in it. Its just horrible.

Everyone else seems to manage life so well. I just fail. I fail at life. I fail at everything. Every time I try I fail. It never gets better. It's seems so easy for people to keep on living. Why can't it be easy for me?

I feel so hopeless. This stupid depression feels like it's going on forever.

I wish I could disappear, disintegrate. I wish I never existed. I wish all this could just go away in a blink of an eye. I don't want this life anymore. I'm tired of trying to live it and failing.

I'm tired of this.

I just wish I had the guts to kill myself.


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Re: Whatever. - September 5th 2010, 04:20 PM

Hey there Faye,

I am sorry you are feeling so low at the moment but I want you to know that things can improve. I know you probably don't want to hear it but please don't give up. I know that it seems as if other people live life easily but I promise that most people struggle with life at one point of another.

Faye, there is nothing wrong with the fact that you are struggling at the moment. It does not make you weak or anything like that. You are here reaching out for support so you must have some type of strength and determination inside of you. Don't let go of that.

Now, have you looked in to talk to a professional about this? Sometimes when a person is really struggling with life they need to reach out for support. A therapist might help you quite a bit. If not a therapist what if you reached out to family and friends? I know it can be extremely hard to ask for help but in the end it can be beneficial.

Lastly, I am going to give you a link to reasons to live. I hope that you will look at it and then make your own list of reasons to live. I know that I did that when I was really struggling with things and it helped. Making my own list of reasons to live opened my eyes to what I still have. No matter how small or 'unimportant' your reasons may seem grab onto them. You will make it through this with time.

Here is the link:
http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/

I hope this helped and if you need anything feel free to pm me.

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Re: Whatever. - September 6th 2010, 05:43 AM

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I don't want to live anymore.

Life seems so boring. It's just more effort than it's worth. There's nothing good in it. Its just horrible.

Everyone else seems to manage life so well. I just fail. I fail at life. I fail at everything. Every time I try I fail. It never gets better. It's seems so easy for people to keep on living. Why can't it be easy for me?

I feel so hopeless. This stupid depression feels like it's going on forever.

I wish I could disappear, disintegrate. I wish I never existed. I wish all this could just go away in a blink of an eye. I don't want this life anymore. I'm tired of trying to live it and failing.

I'm tired of this.

I just wish I had the guts to kill myself.

I'm right there with ya.


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Re: Whatever. - September 9th 2010, 03:29 AM

if every1 n dis world neva failed @ nething dey would have nething 2 work 4 n life
   
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Re: Whatever. - September 9th 2010, 04:19 AM

Even if you fail and fail some more you can't stop trying. I kept trying when I struggled and now the summer is over and I'm gonna show everyone who's boss! You can do it! Anyone can. Don't worry if you fail. Learn from your mistakes. I know it hurts to fail but if you keep trying you will succeed.
   
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