Triggering: helpless and alone

[*weepingstar*]

im 18. i live half of my life at school. part at home. and a smaller part at my boyfriends. everytime i come to school i get this overwelming sadness. either when i arrive or sometime in the following days. i just got back tonight and all i want to do is cry and cut myself. i dont know whats wrong with me. i am so sad. am afarid of possible depression or something similar. dont know what to do or how to stop this or keep it from getting worse. feel so helpless and alone

[MissMatched]

Have you talked to your family, and told them how you feel? It's probably very common, there are probably others at your school that feel the same way, maybe you could all help each other?
I hope things work out..

[Charlie1230]

Your not alone. There are people feeling the same way. You should find those people and talk about what you are going through. I always ask this but doesn't it hurt to cut yourself? Does it really give you relese? How does it work? Talking to someone is probably the best. Someone who can give advice or someone who can comfort you. Hope things turn out okay, stay strong.

[*weepingstar*]

Originally Posted by Charlie1230

Your not alone. There are people feeling the same way. You should find those people and talk about what you are going through. I always ask this but doesn't it hurt to cut yourself? Does it really give you relese? How does it work? Talking to someone is probably the best. Someone who can give advice or someone who can comfort you. Hope things turn out okay, stay strong.

to find those people means admitting my weakness. im so afarid of that. yes. it does hurt. it gives a momentary release. always feel worse after that i gave in. but sometimes its all i can do. it gives a since of control. i cant really explain it. im trying to quit. trying being the key word.