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I dont know what to do anymore.... -
September 21st 2010, 12:14 AM
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I been having alot of problems in my life, with my parents cause there divorced and my dad suddenly became an alcoholic and got sent to jail cause of it, then he got out of jail and i haven't talk to him in like 5 months i talk to him now but its still weird to talk to him. i started getting anxiety attacks alot and i dont know why. my mom has a boyfriend named shawn and he abused her, with a bruises and scratches and they got into fight one night i screamed at him to stop and i was having a break down that night and he left, my mom ran upstairs to me and said he wont ever be near me and you again i promise. but a week later hes back and she said he has no one in his life to be with so i have to be with him or he will kill himself! i was and still am a little upset with her about that cause i hate him cause what he did to me and my mom. i been having alot of bad dreams about everything lately like me tied to a hospital bed cause i cut myself (i do cut myself...) but any other thing that really bothers me is that i love my best friend...my best friends a girl and so am i... and she wont ever love me back like i love her...sooo one night all of this came back in my head i was crying thinking about it and stress and school too, then i tired to kill myself i couldnt go through with it though cause when i was about to my cat just entered my room and stared at me, i couldnt let her see that so i stop...my kitty saved my life that night. and i dont know what to do(my mom knows this happened she called a therpist place for like 2 days now and no one picked up or said they will call her back, they never did..) cause today i thought of killing myself again....just please help me...
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Re: I dont know what to do anymore.... -
September 21st 2010, 12:20 AM
Your cat saved your life? Dude, I'm the same way, except it was my dog. I totally love you and understand.
Anyway, I get what you're saying. My father died in 2000 and my mom dated a bunch of men; one after the other. And now she got remarried. He never hits us or abuses us, but we have tension. I wanted him to go but I know he never will because my mother loves him. Have you tried talking to a school counselor? I did today, and although she wasn't great, she did help. I think you should try that, and please do feel free to PM me or Skype me. I feel for you and I want you to know I care. Feel free to get ahold of me <3 |
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