Self Harm and Suicide

[BurstingAtTheSeams]

Long story short-
Half way round the world from my dad.
Cant bear to speak to him.
Permanently fight with my mother and brother.
My mother has depression.
I started cutting 2 years ago, quite deep, and i cant stop.
In the last year ive been incredibly suicidal.
Ive researched, written suicide notes, i even attempted to drown myself, but i woke up after just passing out and getting to the air.
I even battled anorexia.


Put it this way- Ive had a rough 6 years, a real rough six years
I just want help.


I dont like feeling so alone, and empty.


If you want more details ask.

Sorry for the length

[Imagine]

Hey Robyn,

First off, Welcome to Teen Help. It's great to have you a part of this community.
I'm sorry to hear all the tough things that you are going through. I know depression, battling an eating disorder, and dealing with self harm. Take a look at this thread. It's a list of self harm alternatives. Instead of SH'ing look on the list and see if you can do one of the alternatives instead. Depression can really be rough. Do you have any family, or friends you can talk to about how your feeling? If not we at TH will always be here for you too. Suicide is never the answer, but it's alright to feel this way as i have felt that way many many times. When your depressed its hard to find the good in your life, but just try taking a moment and looking deep into your future. You can be successful, you will achieve all your goals in life.

I know what its like to struggle and your always welcome to PM me.
Your never alone dear. There is always someone who cares.
Hang in there, and keep your head up. After you make it out, it will only make you a stronger person. ♥

[JustMika]

I know exactly how you feel. Not only did my best friend used to cut herself, but so did my younger sister, whom I'm extremely close to.
Now I want you to sit and think about all the people you would effect if you were to kill yourself. Could you drive someone else to do the same? If you're sitting there and thinking "This is stupid, I don't have any friends who would care if I were gone." just really think for a moment. There is probably someone who would be devastated if you were gone.
Even if you're 100% sure no one would care, then think about the really fragile people, you know the ones I mean, who cry at movies? They would probably be horribly sad and become a wreck.

No matter how you feel, know there's always someone who cares.