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Life17 November 25th 2010 02:35 AM

Ive been locked away for a while thinking that my life will get better and once again depression has taken its chores. I don't know what to do about it anymore. Ive found out that even committing suicide would be selfish t oward my family and that I will still have this same problem that I cant seem to figure out or fix. I need for someone to please understand how I feel and my pain. I want for someone to not just tell everything is gonna be fine but to feel and understand every tear drop that comes down my face. I want for someone to understand the meaning of every wor that I use to descripe my horrfic life.Can someone help me just help me to see light?.

how.we.operate. November 25th 2010 06:06 AM

Re: circles
Hey hugs
I've been there and done that--I've been depressed, suicidal, I've felt that I don't belong, I hated my life, I started to SH, and a lot more. I had a really hard time accepting things and it took a long time for me to realize that I could do better than how I was. I tried to get better where I would search for care only to realize that I was being used or I still wasn't happy and I wouldn't admit things to myself. It took me the pain of a long and tough break up to find someone that made me believe in myself--not going to bore you with my story here though.
It does hurt and it takes so much effort to break through to see that light.
Definitely PM me and let me know more about yourself. Part of helping yourself is realizing what is causing the depression and your attitude towards yourself.
We are all here for you, so please take the help that we offer!

jasmin22 November 25th 2010 02:20 PM

Re: circles
I know exactly how you feel. I felt like there was no reason to live, no motivation to stay alive. I was considering suicide but as you mentioned i realized how selfish that would be on my family. I'm not gonna lie to you it's a painful process and it takes time before you're able to see the light again. But eventually as time passes by, reasons come up for why you should stay alive. Just know that you are not alone, many teens suffer from this and it's quite common in everyday society.
What you can do is go talk to a counselor and i am sure that they will be able to help you out and get you back on the right track.
Hope that this helped :) x

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