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i dont know what else to do - November 30th 2010, 07:04 PM

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hey this is my first time doing this so idk
i have been cutting for four years now and its not helping anymore
i feel like taking my life now it all seems pointless and worthless i am such a fuck up i always mess up everything. i can never do anything right and i think this world would be better without me. i honestly do.and i even throw everything up that i eat and the only person that knows i feel thisway/ do these things is my boyfriend and he is suicidal too. we even made a promise that if one of us takes their life then the other will too cuz we just cant live without eachother.
i just dont know what else to do
my boyfriend hates that i cut he took all my blades from me but i secretly got a new one.and he put them in his mouth and tells me he will swallow them to get me to stop cutting. and i know he would swallow them.
so everything is just like blah now. i dont care about anything anymore and i am just waiting for that one thing to push me over the edge.
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Re: i dont know what else to do - December 1st 2010, 02:08 PM

22 veiws and no one replies?
WTF?
OK whatever.
is this how ya'll really care?
   
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Re: i dont know what else to do - December 3rd 2010, 05:31 PM

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, and you've had to deal with self harm for such a long time, but you can get better. It's good that you have your boyfriend for support, he seems to really care about you. You mentioned that he's depressed too, maybe you should seek help together? Go to a counsellor together? It can help a lot to have a space to just talk everything through, and you'd feel more comfortable with your boyfriend by your side I'm sure.

You need to find reasons to live. Even if it's the most simple things like seeing another sunset or going on another holiday or having a movie marathon of all your favourite movies. They're all reasons to live. Make up a bucket list of everything you want to do in your life before you die, and go out and do these things. Do them with your boyfriend if that helps.

You can get better.
Self harm might be apart of you now, but with a little help, it doesn't have to be.
And those suicidal thoughts can be ditched too.
Feel better soon *hugs*


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Re: i dont know what else to do - December 6th 2010, 01:19 PM

i will try theses things. they sound like they would help. i am actually waiting to be evaluated by a doctor today i might have to take medication for depression but i might not cuz i am pregnant. idk then i might be ammited into a place where i can live to get better. idk yet.
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Re: i dont know what else to do - December 6th 2010, 01:31 PM

Well, good luck!
I am so glad you're getting help and you're amazing for doing so <3
Be strong, and best of luck with your pregnancy too, if you ever need to talk just PM me


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Re: i dont know what else to do - December 6th 2010, 01:54 PM

thank you thank you!
   
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