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i hate depression :'( - December 1st 2010, 11:38 PM

i'm sick of it. like seriously. i hate my life. i hate myself and i'm pretty sure everybody hates me. i hate the fact that even with medication, i'm not getting better. i hate that i had a failed suicide attempt. i hate that he had to save my life. i just wanted to die, but no, now i have meds and counselling twice a week. which you would think would be helpful, but i just feel worse. i was actually doing better for like two weeks. then i hit rock bottom again. of course, i can't cut because i had to sign a stupid "safety contract" whatever that it is. but i just don't think i can handle this anymore. i'm so sick of EVERYTHING.


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Re: i hate depression :'( - December 2nd 2010, 11:33 PM

Sammie,

I am sorry you are struggling but I believe things can improve. It will definitely take time but continue fighting through all this because with time you can see an improvement.

Have you talked to your doctors about everything? Let them know that you don't feel the medicine is working? It is very important to keep your doctors notified about everything. The more they know the better able they will be to help you. I think it is important to remember that it can take a while for medicine to work and it can take a while for your doctors to find the right combination of medicines. But, don't let go because the medicine can start to help. Don't give up on yourself.

I think it is really good that you are going to therapy. I know that it can feel as if it isn't helping but keep going because I think it always helps to have someone to vent to. Therapy might not help right away but with time you can see a change. Have you talked to your therapist about all of this? Let him or her know that you don't feel as if therapy is helping so they can help you figure out how to make it work for you. Therapy is based a lot on an individuals needs so if your needs are not being met it is going to be harder to make it work for you. Therefore it is important that you talk to your doctor so they can figure out what you need to make therapy work for you.

I really hope this helped and if you need anything please feel free to pm me.

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Re: i hate depression :'( - December 3rd 2010, 07:46 PM

I haven't been able to talk to my doctor since I don't actually have a legit doctor and the guy who prescribed it to me what the pyschitrist from the hospital. But I kind of have to give it a little while longer to see if it works.

But in the meantime I don't know what to do because NONE of my friends understand what I'm going through and "I'm sorry," "It'll get better," "you'll be fine," "i love you" only help so much before it just gets repeative and I know I get repetive to. But what am I supposed to do when I get depressed, just sit there and hold it all in? Like it's killing me and I don't know what to do


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mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
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Re: i hate depression :'( - December 3rd 2010, 08:06 PM

Oh love I'm really really sorry to hear you've been feeling like this, it's shit isn't it?? I don't really know that there's much I can say to make you feel better but please hang in there, because by doing that you're giving things a chance to get better, and things always get better, even if it takes a while, even if it doesn't seem like it ever will. Have you been on the meds long?? Some antidepressants can take a while to kick in; I was on them last year and it took two or three weeks before I really started feeling better. I wish I knew the right thing to say, but I know how you feel and I just hope things start to feel better soon. xxx


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