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Unhappy Im done with it! - December 7th 2010, 10:43 PM

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Im so sick and tired of this shit! nobody understands me. i feel like giving up. I SWEAR I WILL! I dont freakin care anymore. I want to Kill my Self. im tired of it. i cant do anything. i cant be myself. i always get stuff blamed on me. i dont think anymore would care if i died. im fixing to go outside and hang myself and let everyone see im dead. i dont care if i go to hell or heaven. ive lost my faith and everything else. im not happy anymore. when i tell someone about my feelings they say: STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF! i have to or no one would. i just dont know what im going to do. i just wish everything was the back the way it was before. one day im going to wake up and everything is going to be changed then it will be better than it will now. i just dont care about myself anymore. I JUST DONT! F this WORLD and Everyone along with it bc no one cares about me!


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Re: Im done with it! - December 8th 2010, 01:44 AM

I'm sorry that you are going through a rough time, I feel ya. I myself am currently having suicidal thoughts. And I also know what it feels like to have everything blamed on you. It sounds like people are being very invalidatign to you, and that can feel aweful. It makes you feel all alone and like people don't even want to try to understand. But I have to tell you, people do care. I care, everyone on TH cares. If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me.


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Re: Im done with it! - December 8th 2010, 03:21 AM

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Im so sick and tired of this shit! nobody understands me. i feel like giving up. I SWEAR I WILL! I dont freakin care anymore. I want to Kill my Self. im tired of it. i cant do anything. i cant be myself. i always get stuff blamed on me. i dont think anymore would care if i died. im fixing to go outside and hang myself and let everyone see im dead. i dont care if i go to hell or heaven. ive lost my faith and everything else. im not happy anymore. when i tell someone about my feelings they say: STOP FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF! i have to or no one would. i just dont know what im going to do. i just wish everything was the back the way it was before. one day im going to wake up and everything is going to be changed then it will be better than it will now. i just dont care about myself anymore. I JUST DONT! F this WORLD and Everyone along with it bc no one cares about me!
I care about you. I understand your pain. But I know things can get better. The exact same thing happened to me. People told me to get over my feelings. Just don't hang yourself or hurt yourself in any way. PM me.
   
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Unhappy Re: Im done with it! - December 8th 2010, 03:06 PM

thanx you guys. but i just dont know what to do. im just so sick of it thats it not funny.


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Re: Im done with it! - December 8th 2010, 03:25 PM

I can truely understand about being sick of it, the difficult emotions are strong and the pain is too much to deal with. I'm also at a stand still with not being able to get out of this black hole of depression I am in. All I can really say is hang in there and if you ever need to talk feel free to PM me.


"Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars."

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Re: Im done with it! - December 8th 2010, 03:34 PM

thanx i really appreciate very much.


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