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x_sepi_x December 8th 2010 04:20 PM

when is it gonna end?
 
i am having such a bad time lately, i really can't cope. i don't see the point in life and i just don't wanna carry on. when is this shit gonna end and leave me alone. when am i gna be free of this suffering. i feel like my heart's gonna burst. it hurts to breath, it hurts to think, it hurts to smile. im never gonna be happy. i'd be better off dead... :'(

Shadow90 December 8th 2010 04:36 PM

Re: when is it gonna end?
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by x_sepi_x (Post 535636)
i am having such a bad time lately, i really can't cope. i don't see the point in life and i just don't wanna carry on. when is this shit gonna end and leave me alone. when am i gna be free of this suffering. i feel like my heart's gonna burst. it hurts to breath, it hurts to think, it hurts to smile. im never gonna be happy. i'd be better off dead... :'(

I'm sorry your going through a rough spot here. What's going wrong if I may ask?

x_sepi_x December 8th 2010 04:44 PM

Re: when is it gonna end?
 
dunno erm everythings just getting too much for me atm. im depressed and have an eating disorder and i self-harm and i dnt sleep well and i just have problems getting on with people. recently things have been going so downhill for me, i talked to a teacher at school and now 3 teachers know instead of just one, i dunno its so hard to deal with. even though more people know now i still cnt seem to get better. i went through a lot of abuse as a kid and its all coming back to me and i just cnt cope.

Shadow90 December 8th 2010 04:53 PM

Re: when is it gonna end?
 
I understand. Well keep the faith. Things can get better I promise. It always seems like it wont but I assure you it will. Was the abuse related to bullying or issues at home?

x_sepi_x December 8th 2010 04:58 PM

Re: when is it gonna end?
 
issues at home... i was sexually abused by one member of my family and physically+verbally abusedby another... it just went on and on and on... now i feel like its happening all over again, coz its clear in my mind.


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