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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Unhappy what do i do! - December 8th 2010, 05:22 PM

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im just so sick of it. im so tired and exsausted that its not funny. im tired of sleeping and having bad dreams all the time. feeling like im nothing to people. everytime i think or get mad or something i have very very bad dreams. sometimes i dont want to go to sleep bc of it. im tired of being here today. im tired of talking to people when they dont care. im tired of myself. my head is about to Explode into a million pieces. i feel like im dying but at a slow pace. i dont care about me or anyone. i just want to be free from all this crap. nobody understands me. they just dont care. i need some help before i LOSE IT!


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Unhappy Re: what do i do! - December 8th 2010, 07:50 PM

im going to do it! I really want to kill myself. IM SICK AND TIRED of this. i cant take it no more. I want to DIE! i dont care if it puts me in a mental hospital i dont freakin care anymore. i dont! My life is a HELL HOLE! i dont know anymore.


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Re: what do i do! - December 8th 2010, 09:19 PM

Hang in there please. I've been where you are, where I just wanted to give up and not care, but I didn't. There are people out there who do care, you may not know it, but they do. Just don't resort to suicide. It's not the only way out.

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Unhappy Re: what do i do! - December 8th 2010, 11:36 PM

im trying to hold on as much as i can. i can promise u that. im trying my best. i sear. im going to have a bad christmas.


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Re: what do i do! - December 9th 2010, 12:50 AM

Please don't even think of suicide...we here do care about you.
Suicide isn't the best or the only way to get out of the situation you're in.
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Re: what do i do! - December 9th 2010, 03:18 AM

thanx you guys. but i dont know anymore. ive tried.


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Re: what do i do! - December 10th 2010, 02:33 PM

hang in there!!! suicide is not the answer!! please dont do it. you have people that care about you, you might not realize it but we do! and you just have to remember that time ehals everything. just take it one day at a time. breathe in and breathe out. there always someone out there that has it worst then you. please just beleive that everything happens for a reason and it will be OKAY! i will pray fo you!
   
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Unhappy Re: what do i do! - December 10th 2010, 05:38 PM

ive tried. i know im not going to do it. but im taking it day by day and every min. its just getting harder for me. ive tried i am serious. one day im going to bust into a million pieces and just let go and not care. im at the point where i dont care anymore. i really am.


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Re: what do i do! - December 10th 2010, 07:10 PM

keep trying to hold on leslie. you've got that tiny bit of positive in you somewhere in your body that tiny bit of strength which is telling you not to do it. make that side win. keep telling yourself that you don't wanna end it, it's just a feelin and it will pass.. hang in there hun... you'll be okay...xx
   
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Unhappy Re: what do i do! - December 10th 2010, 09:06 PM

ive Lost everything to me. Im not a good person. Im Nothing to Nobody. no one understands. ive done my best to live laugh and hate. i havent been myself. everytime i come home i get so agrvated bc i have to deal with everything here. Im sick of it. No one doesnt care. All they care about is: you do this and that and dont no where. Im never happy anymore. Im trying to make it through but its over ruling me. I just have the guts to live anymore. Its tearning me down piece by piece. idk what to do. Im a Lost girl that cant be what she wants. i wish i was free and can do whatever i want b ut i cant. It hurtin my heart and my soul. i just dont care anymore. i know you guys care about me but idk. im just so sick of it. IM SERIOUS!


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Re: what do i do! - December 10th 2010, 11:16 PM

Hey there. All of us on Teen Help love and care about you. I promise you that people you know care too. A friend of mine committed suicide last summer because he didn't realize that people cared. His death affected everyone.

Suicide is not the answer, I promise you. You have so much left to live for. Things will get better. A lot of things will change in this next year. A lot will be for the better. I know you feel very terrible right now, but I promise you if you hang in there, you will feel better in time. The pain will start to fade.

Please hang in there and take care. I'm here for you <3


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