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Never felt so bad - December 13th 2010, 08:42 AM

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I feel like I'm giving in.
Everything seems to have just fallen apart and I'm so caught up in it I can't see a way out. I gave everything to be where I am now and rested all my hopes on this being my one chance at being happy and it's all gone so wrong, and I feel like I've been torn into little pieces.
I've never felt so alone, or so sad, or in so much pain and it's getting to the point where I wish I just didn't wake up. I want to run away from it all and I can't, so I keep coming back to the one way out I thought I'd got over, and I feel like such a failure.
I've never been this close before and I'm so utterly terrified, and for the first time theres no one there to catch me and stop me and I am so, so scared.

I hate posting these things, it makes me feel like I've failed, but I can't do this on my own anymore and I just want to know that someone is there. Everything is just so wrong now and I hurt everyday, I Just want it to end.
I am so, so sorry.
   
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Re: Never felt so bad - December 13th 2010, 02:05 PM

i know exaclty how you feel i am in no way to give advice to you, but you can pm me if you ever want to talk, im here.
   
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Re: Never felt so bad - December 13th 2010, 10:29 PM

I was there not that long ago and it gets a lot better please don't do anything you will regret
   
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