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hey so i umm i guess i will start by saying i have been getting in alot of trouble at school lately and they want to send me to adapt. its like an alternative school and they have like a boot camp kind of structure anywhos i went there last year and i had soo many issues with being bullied by the other studentsand the drill instructors and i started hating myself cuz i am really sensitive and i take things too harsh. so i was really depressed there and i dont want to go through it again at all.so if i have to go i promise i will take my life. i wont go back. i have everything planned out i have my razor blades ready and everything. and they already told me i am going to adapt the day after tomorrow.idk anymore.
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Re: not going.... - December 14th 2010, 01:33 PM

p.s. last time i was there is when i started with my eating disorder. and then now a few weeks ago i was diagnosed with borderline prsonality disorder.
   
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Re: not going.... - December 14th 2010, 04:12 PM

please dont do anything to hurt your self there is other ways to handle your situation you could try a diffrent alternitive school your parents can help if you tell them how your are feeling thay wont put you in that school we can help you through this situation you dont need to hurt your self please talk to me or someone else that you trust we can help you. you can do to a diffrent school that dosnt make you feel like that please talk to someone
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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 03:15 PM

i've tried talking to everybody i've told them everything no one takes me seriously.they wont give me a second chance. and my mom cant move me to a different school. she would if she could cuz she hates my principal who is doing this to me. so i just dont know anymore.
   
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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 03:30 PM

Surely there is someone to talk to? There must be someone who can help you. If it's hard there then you won't have to go. You need to reach out to someone who can help you out of it. Helping principal? Counsler? Teacher? Parent? They may be able to help. You can't die, and you should have to go to that place if it makes you feel so bad. And if no one takes you serously, take them to this post and let them see what you wrote. Don't let yourself be misunderstood, dont let yourself take your life. You have a choice to live! Do not throw it away. It pains me to hear your distress, and I'd hate to see you go away. You have alife ahead of you! Live it!


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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 03:39 PM

i have told every one, my principal, my counsellor, teachers, parents everyone i dont know who else to tell.
   
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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 07:49 PM

I'm sorry this is happening to you
Why does your prencipal want to do this to you?
   
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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 10:17 PM

i dont know why she is doing this to me! she knows everything about me that i have borderline personality disorder and that i have a eating disorder and i think i deserve a second chance cuz i am getting help know. but she thinks that if she lets me off the hook then other people are going to come to her saying the same thing to get out of trouble. so idk
   
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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 11:35 PM

Y don't you set up a meating with her and tell her how you feel that that place is not going to help you at all you can ask for a meating with all your teachers your mom and your principal I think that will help everyone understand how you feel
   
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Re: not going.... - December 15th 2010, 11:43 PM

i know what thats like sorta.
dont take your life.
would you be able to talk to your family or anything about it and how it hurt you that much ?
i know its hard.
it was hard enough for me to ask for help before i went into the hospital.
but , you do know if they find you before you die. they will rush you to the er. save your life and then put you in a hospital with groups and everything. i've seen alot of people in there that have done that.
im sorrry that , that is happing to you again.
just remember everything happens for a reason..


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Re: not going.... - December 16th 2010, 12:18 AM

Could you see if you could be homeschooled instead?



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Re: not going.... - December 16th 2010, 12:33 AM

you should tell someone the feeling that you have when you go there and the way your feeling right now and your plan and I guarantee you want have to go.
   
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Re: not going.... - December 17th 2010, 01:17 PM

my mom is actually calling my doctor so i can get recomended to go to an inpatient treatment to get help.
   
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