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Life without him... - December 16th 2010, 10:04 PM

Im not great at putting my personal life out there but i guess it would do me some good..

My friend, who is more like my brother killed himself.. He cut every part of his body and just laid on his bed and bled to death, alone.. He was the only one i loved and trusted with my life... Now i have no one, i mean yeah i have friends but no one like him... this is the note he left me...

You’ve always been like a little sister to me. I didn’t do this to hurt you. I want you to remember me, use my life as an example of who you never want to be, and who you regret ever meeting. This is the last note I’ll ever write. I want you to know some things…. Stay close to Ja’Cody. He’s a real chill dude, who’s easy to get along with, and who’s probably better a person for you life than I am. I don’t know what else there is to say except, I’m going to miss you a lot, I don’t want you to miss, you’re probably better off as forgetting me.
I love you, little sister.
Move on,
Me you shall forget,
Never keep a single regret.
Cut yourself if you will,
If it brings you thrill,
Though a lot of blood you will lose
And your pain it nears
That demon of disappointment it kills
Goodbye Forever, Jewe’l
He taught me how to love.... How to feel something other than a knife against my wrist... How to let someone come in my life and love me the way i should be loved.... Now he is gone and I dont want to live anymore... I wanna be with him in heaven.. not here on this earth...
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Re: Life without him... - December 17th 2010, 01:31 AM

Oh my goodness=( I am so sorry. I have had a lot of friends with similar problems so I know how you feel. Keep your head up and stay strong. Your friend wouldn't want you to be sad that he's gone, he would want you to be happy he lived. It will take a while for things to get better and a little hurt will always stay, but it WILL get better.

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Re: Life without him... - December 17th 2010, 02:12 AM

Your friend would not want you to feel like this; he sounds like he was a great person who wanted you to be very happy. You should celebrate the life he had and your friendship. You can't join him yet because he needs you to stay here and tell the world how great of a person he was. Enjoy your life while you still have the chance. He wanted that for you.
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