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Unhappy blahh.... - December 21st 2010, 12:08 AM

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i cut for the first time in 3 weeks, and for some reason im not upset i broke my street. i just want to die. i don't even know why. it's christmas time and everyone is suppose to be happy-i'm not. and i can't ruin anyone else's holiday season so i'm stuck by myself. and screw the insurance who stopped paying for my therapy so i'm out of luck. so why can't i just die? why not? i'm scared i'll fail. i don't want try and fail but i want to die sooo bad. idk care anymore about anything.

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Re: blahh.... - December 21st 2010, 01:48 AM

Hey there,
I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time at the moment. But I do understand what you're feeling.
You say that you can't go to see your therapist because of your insurance. Is there someone else such as a trusted friend you can talk to that will help you? While I was seeing my councillor, I talked to those around me that I trusted and it helped me a lot as well.
The following link will help you find alternative ways to self-harming:


I know it can be hard as I've been through that as well. The following links will help a lot as well:




I hope I helped and if you need anything feel free to message me.
Take care.

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Re: blahh.... - December 23rd 2010, 03:08 AM

sadly there is no one i can talk to.
but thanks for the links

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Re: blahh.... - December 23rd 2010, 05:17 PM

You can talk to us. I would be more than happy to talk to you at any time. I know what its like to go through times like you've been through, youv just got to work at it and get past it. That really sucks that your insurance isnt paying for your therapy, but please do take the opportunity to talk to people on here. It may really help with your feelings.

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