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Max_99 December 22nd 2010 10:07 PM

Arg! I'm having a really hard time handling my MDD and I'm getting so frustrated. I've been extremely sensitive and depressed lately over little things like how my moms husband, who has been with us for almost 3 years, got his name on the Christmas card to my cousins as "Uncle Tom" or how he rode in the car with us, or even how my mom won't let me have a New Years sleepover at my house with 5 friends because she has to work the next day and she knows we'll be loud.
anyway, I'm just a mess and I've felt suicidal off and on lately :( I'm so confused about life too and just don't see the point anymore. There's so few things that I live for at this point and the more I live, the more depressed I get and the more confused I become. I feel like such a failure :(

anyway........if anyone has advice, please share. :hug:

Max_99 December 22nd 2010 10:23 PM

Re: Ugh
Also, I'm feeling really hurt and don't want to participate in anything anymore....I don't want to go swimming, I don't want my Christmas presents, I don't want to be around family.......
Basically, I'd just like to lay around and be depressed, or kill myself. Unfortunately I've come up with quite a plan..

Max_99 December 25th 2010 03:41 AM

Re: Ugh
Gah. My symptoms are still icky

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