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"You take up 3/4 of my inbox" - January 1st 2011, 09:05 AM

I'm sorry I text him so much; but he's one of the only people I'm close too. And I'm not even that close to him.
"[his name]?" me
"HOLY CRAP WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT" him
"I just emotionally broke down and was going a=to ask for some comfort.. But nevermind.." me
"You text me nonstop for like 14 hours a day sorry but it gets kinda old" him
"Fine then. Bye" me
"Sorry." him
-no reply-
"You take up 3/4 of my inbox." him
"Well sorry but you're the only person I'm close too." me
"We're not even that close." him
"Thats my point. I'm not even that close to you, but your the only person I'm close too." me
"Text Brianna or something" him

I really think that just hit me... He doesn't even care. I've been thinking about suicide a lot lately.. But knowing that he probably won't miss me just took a reason off of my list not to do it. Brianna doesn't even know I'm depressed... She thinks Im not depressed and that I stopped cutting a long time ago.



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Re: "You take up 3/4 of my inbox" - January 1st 2011, 12:06 PM

Hey Becca,
I'm sorry thing's are so tough for you at the moment
Wish I could be there to give you a great big hug
You know, WE all care about you. We may not be able to be there physicaly, but we truely love and care for you. I'm sorry you felt so hurt by a friend that you considered close. Friendship, and Love for that matter, can hurt like hell, but it can also heal, I promise you that <3.
My PM box is always open, feel free to fill it.
Keep pushing on love <3 I have faith you can pull through this tough patch.
Life is such a gift, and as someone who struggles day in and day out with suicide, I know is increadibly hard.
Could you talk to a parent? Or another trust adult?? That could really help.
I wish you all the luck. Come to me if you want ok??
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Re: "You take up 3/4 of my inbox" - January 1st 2011, 09:03 PM

This does not mean that he doesn't care. It doesn't mean he wouldn't miss you. Please don't feel like that. He probably just feels a little worried that you might be leaning on him for help and he doesn't know how to cope or how to help you.


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Re: "You take up 3/4 of my inbox" - January 1st 2011, 09:17 PM

Hey Becca,

I'm so sorry that things are so hard for you at the moment. It's always hard thinking that someone is going to be there for you when you need them, and then they're not. But that doesn't mean that he wouldn't miss you, and it doesn't mean that he doesn't care. He might have just been busy, or previously stressed out before you text'd him. I know the situation though. I had this happen recentely, and it hurts. So badly. You're not alone though Becca. You have all of us on TeenHelp wanting and ready to support you or help you whenever you need it. There's always going to be someone here that's more than ready to listen to you vent or just share whatever is going on. That's why we have Live Help, and HELPLink. They're both great resources, and although Live Help isn't always online, you can always post in the forums or write to HELPLink and they will respond as soon as they can. You're not alone, and although times are tough, you have more then 10,000 members on this website to talk to, and be safe and honest with. We're only here to help you and make sure that you're okay. The numbers get bigger and bigger everyday. There's always going to be someone for you to talk to on here.

Stay strong, and take care of yourself.
If you ever need anything, I hope you know that I'm only one message away from listening and helping.

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Re: "You take up 3/4 of my inbox" - January 1st 2011, 11:26 PM

Heyy becca sorry to here your story I know how you feel. I have trying to commit sucide but i dont have the will power to proply do the job(lol) I would like to say that many people care about you! and would be otherd if you did commit sucide. Please dont i strongly belive that with a littel bit of TLC you will 100% defanitly be ok.

Like others before me if you EVER need aything or just someone to talk to feel free to PM me. Feel better soon


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Re: "You take up 3/4 of my inbox" - January 2nd 2011, 12:10 AM

Hey, sorry your friend was such a jerk, you don't deserve that. As everyone else has offered, well, my PM inbox is always open and I'd be honored to have you take up 3/4 of it (:


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