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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Waiting to die. - February 22nd 2011, 06:40 PM

I'm getting really angry, because my brother is home and walking around.
I had a suicide planned out, but I can't get to the items I need with him walking around. I want to drink bleach, hydrogen peroxide, and down a bunch of tylenol. Just because I'm not sure one will work, so I picked all three. But I know he's going to be wondering what I'm doing with bleach, hydrogen peroxide, and tylenol. And I don't want him stopping me! I just want him to go take a nap or something so I can get what I need and down it. It's so simple. He just needs to go away. Or else I'm about to just sneak and grab it all or just run and grab it then lock my door and down it before he has the chance to stop me.


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Re: Waiting to die. - February 22nd 2011, 11:33 PM

whoaa. slow down. suicide is not an option it should never be an option. What goin on?


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Re: Waiting to die. - February 22nd 2011, 11:47 PM

ok take a deep breath and calm down there is hope u dont need to give up stay strong and hold on u can do this how come u want to kill urself




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Re: Waiting to die. - February 23rd 2011, 01:12 AM

Slow down, take a deep breath, suicide is not going to help your situation at all. May I ask what's wrong? Maybe we can help?


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Re: Waiting to die. - February 23rd 2011, 03:38 AM

My ex is with a new girl, someone who I thought was my friend said she doesn't care about me at all so now we're not friends, my brother is manic psychotic bipolar, I'm lonely, my father doesn't care about me and he is like a stranger because he is addicted to video games and his tv so he is never really around, my uncles do not talk to each other, my father will not talk to one of his brothers, I have no hope for the future, I'm heartbroken. I could go on and on and on.

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I wrote a sucide note today. The thing is that when I asked my cousin and one of my friends what the best way to commit suicide would be, they kept telling me how hurt they'd be if I left them behind. So they have delayed me, but I do not think they have stopped me. Also, my mothers birthday is in a few days and I thought "do I really want to miss her birthday?" I think I will live to see her birthday and then plan another day to go through with it. I'm done suffering.


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Re: Waiting to die. - February 24th 2011, 01:08 AM

Ex boyfriends are hard to get over, especially if you were close to them or if you get really attached too easily.
Tell me more about your friend. Why did she say that? Were you two fighting. Sometimes when people are angry they say things they dont mean.I have a bi=polar brother too and he does a bunch of shit that scares me and is partially very harmful for my family. We are thinking of movig to a different state because of him soon. How old is he?
Hnag out with friends if your lonely, get you rmind off of the negative things for awhile. Its really Beneficial! You have no realtionship with your father, what about you rmother, another relative? Maybe you could move in with another family memeber that you are close to?
Why wont they talk to eachother? Maybe you could suggests group counseling for them?
You see your cousins care bout you! Stay for them ! Oh and thats great your mom's birthday (:
You should stay for your mom and cousins (:


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Re: Waiting to die. - February 24th 2011, 01:39 AM

I know I don't really know you, but I've read some of your threads, and I think you are a good person. You won't feel like this forever. Please feel free to talk to me anytime, I'm always here. <3
   
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Re: Waiting to die. - February 24th 2011, 05:37 AM

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I know I don't really know you, but I've read some of your threads, and I think you are a good person. You won't feel like this forever. Please feel free to talk to me anytime, I'm always here. <3
Yeah, listen to Izumi, you seem like a truly genuine person, don't let a break up or family problems end your life. Everyone deserves to live, and fulfill an awesome life. You're no different, you're just going to cause a lot of hurt to everyone. Show your ex he's got no control over you; get out there and meet people.


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Re: Waiting to die. - March 6th 2011, 12:35 AM

Hey everyone,
I attempted the suicide on February 23rd.
I ended up in the hospital and then was sent to a mental hospital.
I was there until last night.
I learned a lot there and was put on medication for my depression.
Does anyone have any advice about Lithium?
That is the medicine I was put on and am taking, but I was wondering if any of you know somethings about the side affects and how to stay safe while taking it. Thanks.
I am doing pretty well now after the mental hospital.


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Re: Waiting to die. - March 6th 2011, 04:42 AM

Woah Woah Woah there! Hold up! What's going on? If you told us a little more than you did we can help you! It's not an option and shouldn't ever be an option!!! Send me a message!
   
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Re: Waiting to die. - March 6th 2011, 10:50 PM

Thats great i am soo glad you are doing much better (: I can't tell you anything about the medication though cause i dont talke anit-depressants . Sorry! But ita good to hear that you got help <3


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Re: Waiting to die. - March 7th 2011, 04:03 AM

Hey there,
I'm so happy you got some help and are feeling better! Good for you. I don't take anti-depressants so I can't tell you much about that medicatation so sorry. But I am really happy you are feeling better. If you ever need someone to talk to, please let me know. I would love to talk with you.

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Re: Waiting to die. - March 7th 2011, 04:09 AM

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Does anyone have any advice about Lithium?
That is the medicine I was put on and am taking, but I was wondering if any of you know somethings about the side affects and how to stay safe while taking it. Thanks.
I am doing pretty well now after the mental hospital.

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I hope that helps..
   
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