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plans - February 25th 2011, 12:11 PM

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So.. This time i have a plan.. honestly i do. I want to see how my future plays out, like i had it all planned.. but i just cant stand anything anymore.
Ive spoken to a youth worker and she asked me stuff and she asked if i had a plan.. Well i said no, which was a lie.. i just couldn't stand the look she would have given me. Then she booked me in with a doctor and the doctor asked basically the same things, but i just.. said no again. i know they are meant to be helping me but i just want to end it now really i do, last time fucked up because i lived.. this time i hope i get lucky with this. And don't tell me you know how i feel and that i don't want to do this.. You have no idea how i feel.


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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 01:05 PM

Hey Jeremy,

I can totally relate with you, and I can totally understand you. But why didn't you tell them the truth? Just remember that it's not fair on you or on your relatives to take away your own life, and I am sure that someone you know is going to suffer a lot after you die.

Remember also that TH is here to help you, and we're always here if you need something. PM me if you need to talk further.


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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 01:52 PM

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Hey Jeremy,

I can totally relate with you, and I can totally understand you. But why didn't you tell them the truth? Just remember that it's not fair on you or on your relatives to take away your own life, and I am sure that someone you know is going to suffer a lot after you die.

Remember also that TH is here to help you, and we're always here if you need something. PM me if you need to talk further.

i highly doubt that anyone would suffer with me gone, to be honest


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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 01:57 PM

Then you should know that I would suffer ... and everyone on TH will suffer.

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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 02:51 PM

awwh Jer sorry your going throw such a hard time hun ... but we all love you here and we really care about you please dont do anything stupid
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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 03:05 PM

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Then you should know that I would suffer ... and everyone on TH will suffer.

WE need you, and the world needs you !
.-. You might suffer.. but what about me.. what about how much i am suffering being here? When can i catch a break and finally be happy.. never.


and Ally.. I can't make any promises :/


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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 03:10 PM

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.-. You might suffer.. but what about me.. what about how much i am suffering being here? When can i catch a break and finally be happy.. never.


and Ally.. I can't make any promises :/
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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 03:13 PM

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well at least try not to
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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 04:16 PM

I know what it means to suffer .. just suffer for love and for others ...

And remember that by telling the doctors everything they will do the best to help you, and someday you'll find the joy in life again


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Re: plans - February 25th 2011, 04:40 PM

Jeremy, I've been where you've been, quite recently in fact and I know what it feels like to want to make the suffering stop, but I also know that depression lies to you. I've lost people to suicide so I know that others would suffer from your loss even if you don't think they would (see, it lies). I know you're suffering, but the fact that it will never end is a lie too. Please hold on, just a little bit longer. I know you can't make any promises so I won't ask you to. Break down the time to manageable pieces. Take it one day at a time, if a day is too much go to an hour at a time and so on. I know you don't want to tell anyone, but it's nothing they haven't heard before and they won't judge you they want to help, even if it doesn't feel like help.


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Re: plans - February 26th 2011, 01:44 AM

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Jeremy, I've been where you've been, quite recently in fact and I know what it feels like to want to make the suffering stop, but I also know that depression lies to you. I've lost people to suicide so I know that others would suffer from your loss even if you don't think they would (see, it lies). I know you're suffering, but the fact that it will never end is a lie too. Please hold on, just a little bit longer. I know you can't make any promises so I won't ask you to. Break down the time to manageable pieces. Take it one day at a time, if a day is too much go to an hour at a time and so on. I know you don't want to tell anyone, but it's nothing they haven't heard before and they won't judge you they want to help, even if it doesn't feel like help.
Thank you..
I will try..
This helped quite a bit as well, so thanks again


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Re: plans - February 26th 2011, 02:03 AM

We may not know exactly what you feel, or how to make you feel better, but you have to understand that some of us have gone through times like these before as well. They may not be exactly like your problems, but I have also thought about committing suicide. I obviously didn't (which is why I'm still here) and I can honestly say I have no regrets. I just want you to know that things like these happen to everyone. We're only human. Hold your head high and tell yourself you're going to get through this. Trust me when I say things will only get better. We're here to help you in case you need any support. Carpe Diem.


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Re: plans - March 3rd 2011, 03:38 AM

Hey man, not going to say I know how bad you have it or that I can relate. But we all go through hard times. My high school years fucking sucked. Lol. My best friend tried to kill himself, I blamed myself for not seeing the signs. I was no one and had nobody. I just wanted to get out of there as fast as possible. And came close to suicide too.

Today I'm at a top film studio on the verge of making everything I dreamed back then but thought impossible into reality. No matter where you are now, things are always changing, always shifting. Some stages will be hard, some stages will be easy. You're going through a hard stage right now, but when you come out of it you'll be stronger for it. Might not seem like that - but it will be. Hell if I went back to my fifteen year old self, I wouldn't believe it - but then here I am.


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