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Exclamation I just want it all to end! - March 8th 2011, 08:49 AM

im trying so so so hard to stop myself from self harming, i stopped for awhile and now im doing it full out, like everynight.... i have tried so many ways to stop but i just cant.. im so over my life and i just want it to be over, i know that that is really selfish and everything, but just this once i want to make it all end, i know that death is not the only option but its the option i want to take. i have planned so many ways to do it. One night i got so close to doing it. I had it all planned out.But i stopped myself, not sure how or why but i did.

I was raped 2 years ago and i cant get over it, i didnt tell many people as i am ashamed of it and i will not tell anymore people, as far as im concerned i have told too many people already. And it was my fault anyway, i should have tried harder to stop him.

I cant stand this anymore!!! i just want to end it all!!! I am such a freak for all this, i mean no one thinks like this!!! Please help, i cant take this anymore!!!
   
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Re: I just want it all to end! - March 8th 2011, 09:22 AM

Hey,

I know how you feel, I've been there and at times, I end up nearly back at that place. I'm here to tell you that although you feel like there is no point in life, there most definitely is.

If you really felt like this was the right idea, you would not have stopped yourself. The reason why you stopped was because part of you, deep down, is stronger than a brick shithouse. That part of you wants to overcome this, to show the world that although she gets knocked down, Molly can get up again

Build on that strength


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